Chapter 13

When I got out of the shower, I walked into my bedroom and glanced at the only picture I had with my mom and dad.I sighed and took up my phone,I dialed my mom's number and waited for her to pick up.

No answer.

I called dad and his assistant  answered.

"Hello Alexander, how are you?".she answered politely.

"Hi melonie can I spe-".

"Mel,what are you doing come on".I heard my father's voice in the back ground.

"Sir your son is on the phone".

"He's not important right now,we're  late come on!"and then the phone call end.

Not important,I'm always important... at least to them,my fucking father.I threw my phone across the room and slam my hand on the dresser.I'm was still mad from today and now this,why can't I have a normal life,with friends,family...a dog.

I have nothing.my friends are slowly leaving me,I'm not important to my parents and I don't know what to do about levii.I drop the razor and slid down the wall and laid on the bathroom floor,smiling at my bloody hand.All I wanted right now is to just  go to sleep right here.I swallowed the sleeping pills that were in my mouth and close my eyes.I didn't want to die,I just wanted to sleep and wake up with a whole different life.

I could hear pro beating down the door and fighting with the lock.screaming 'dont do this' like he knew what exactly I was doing.I started to drift off when I heard another voice and then the door know fell out and the door open.I finally went to sleep when I felt myself on my bed.

**Levii ' s P.O.V**

I was waiting  for Alex, it was getting dark and he still wasn't here.Maybe he tought I was suppose to go over his house today,I got in my car and drove over his house.I knock on the door and then footsteps came running down the stairs and to the door,the door open and I smile but then I saw it wasn't him.

"Help him,he's locked in the Bathroom".pro said with tears in his eyes.

I rush up the stairs with pro behind me and went into Alex's room and to the bathroom door.

"He's ganna  try and kill himself I know it".pro sob as I struggle with the door.

"He wont".I told him but I wasn't sure about it,my heart was beating so fast right now.

I screwed out the screws in the door  and yank it out,I gave the door a hard push and it opened,Alex was laying on the ground with dried blood on the floor and his arm and some on his shirt,there was a bottle beside him,still seal which means if he had taken any it.I took him up and place him on the bed,pro got the first aid kit and went to clean up the bathroom and I clean his cuts,there were nine of them,I wrap the bandage around it.He was asleep and he wasn't waking anytime soon.

"You should stay here with him,so I don't kill him when he wakes up".pro said and walked out the door,closing it.

I went back for the bottle of pills in the bathroom and it was sleeping pills.I texted my mom and told her I was staying over and I laid down with Alex. I wrap my arms sound him safely.

Somewhere in the night he woke up and tried to get out of my grip.

"Go back to sleep".I told him and that's what he did.

**Alex's P.O.V**

I opened my eyes last night and I was in my bed,wrapped in someone's arms.I tried to get up but they tighten their grip around me and whispered In my neck to go back to sleep.I was tired so I obeyed.

I woke up this morning and I was alone in bed,I got up and saw pro standing on the mirror.

"Stay in bed,Levii went home to shower he will be back soon and he said to not get up".he said not looking at me.

Pro came over to me and sat on the edge of my bed,I look down at my bandaged hands,afraid to look up at him.

"Why?".he whispered.

"I-i have no one,no one cares what happen to me,I'm not important".that was enough said for him to pulled me into a hug and caress my hair.

"Babe,you have a lot of people that cares about you,you have a lot of people here,you are important,you know that".

"I'm not important to my parents,they wouldn't leave me here alone and I'm not important to you guys you have your boyfriend and so does sher".I pout.

"Ally I'm sorry I haven't been paying attention to you lately and i will starting as soon as I come back and  when you and Levii  becomes and official  couple you won't know us trust me and your parents can go jump off a cliff,you have us and I love you".he held me tighter.

"I love you too".I cooed.

"Well that hurts ".

We look in the door way and saw Levii  smiling at us,pro kiss my lips quickly and got up and walked out the door saying bye to us.

"You guys have a weird friendship ".Levii said as he came in and sat beside me.

"Jealous?"I smile sadly at him.

"Naah...How are you feeling?".he ask.

"I'm okay and I'm sorry and I promise,I won't cut again".

"So you were just cutting,not trying to kill yourself"?

"Just cutting,I'll never trying to kill my self again,I'm have too much to throw away".

"Glad you finally see that".he smile and kiss my cheek."come on I brought breakfast".he held my hand and we walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

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