Crazy Over Innocence

When I was a kid, my brother Jake used to bring me to this ice cream shop where I can get my strawberry flavored ice cream. We would talk for hours about any random things. I was so happy back then until one day he decided to leave us to be with this girl.

"I love her Dad. And there's nothing that you can do about that,"he said.

My Dad scratched his bald head with disbelief then exhaled afterwards,"Fine. You'll regret coming with her, Jake."

"I won't,"he said with determination in his eyes. My Dad just nods anyway. Then I ran into him and give him my puppy eyes kind of look.

"Please don't leave me, Jake."

He kneeled in front of me so that he can stare at my round and big eyes directly. He gently touched my chin and gave me this gentle smile.

"Take care of Dad and Mom, okay?"

I nodded. Then he stand up and lifted his duffel bags. He walked out from the door and the sight of his back disappeared from the foggy rain.

Ever since then, I feel so lonely.

Without Jake, I even have a hard time getting into College because we don't have enough money. My Dad's a construction worker while my Mom is a caregiver. I didn't even passed for scholarships. So that's why I ended up working as a saleslady in a big Clothing Shop—Layla's.

Oftentimes, I would see other ladies laughing and smiling with their friends. And they can afford this $100 white shirt that looks like it's been used for a month as a sleeping attire.

And I wonder, how does it feel to be someone like them who have tons of money and is living with a perfect life?

My thoughts in a shower interrupted when I heard my cellphone ring. I quickly turned off the shower and ran outside the bathroom while dripping all over the wooden floor. I grabbed my phone on the bed and answered it.

"Hello?"I said while panting. I quickly turned around to get my towel and pat it all over me.

"Belle! Where are you? Wendy has been asking about you for a hundred times! And I'm so sick of it 'cause it feels like I'm responsible for your ass when it's not,"my friend, Noela, said in a loud voice with a funny accent. I can hear a lot of noise from her background. People cheering and laughing with a very loud music.

I put my phone on my ear while I put my panties on,"Does she have to do that to every employee? It's just a company party."

"Yeah. A company party that is free! I think she is just doing that because she already put us on the list. That means, if one of us didn't attend the party, she will be responsible for paying for that person to the company managers."

I finally put on my glittery dark dress then I started putting on some make up,"Yeah. Because I really don't want to go but you told them that I am going and ended up my name on the list. So I really don't have a choice."

"Well, it's too late for that now. You have to get your ass here right now or I will be the one who's going to suffer the consequences from Wendy."

"Okay,"I said as the phone call dropped.

After everything was settled, I get out from my small apartment and drive to the destination where the party was held.

I can already hear the loud music even if I'm still outside the building. I walked with the ladies who dressed up in their party dress just like me and we entered in the door. The bodyguards stare at us one by one. After he gave me this look that says that I'm hot and attractive, he signaled me to go in.

Lots of people dancing around and laughing with their friends or colleagues. I don't know who are they and it feels off for me to be here since it's my first time. I've never been in places like this.

"Bella!"

I turned around and saw Noela who is an Indian tall chick wearing a navy blue fitted dress while holding a champagne glass with alcohol in it, which is champagne, I guess.

"I thought you're not really gonna come,"she said with a lively tone of voice. She looks drunk.

"Yeah,"I said in an awkward tone.

"Come on! I have met some new friends already!"she said then she grabbed my hand without waiting for my reply.

"Does Wendy already know that I'm here?"I asked but I think Noela didn't hear me since the music is too loud. We get into the crowd of women and men dancing with each other. Most of them looked like really rich because of their outfits. Not surprising since we're here for free anyway.

"Noela,"I called her again but she never responded. We stopped at the corner of the building with red and velvet couches with tables. The people sitting there are laughing and talking while they're holding their drinks.

"Hey guys! This is my friend, Belle,"Noela introduced me to them.

These people look at me from head to toe. As if they want to check if I should be entertained or not. Because they looked like rich spoiled brats.

"Sure. Come sit with us,"the girl with a blonde hair, tanned skin, tall and slim said. Noela excitedly sit down with these people while I just followed her and sit beside her.

"You want the hard one or the light one?"the blonde girl asked me and Noela.

"Um...I don't drink,"I said in an almost whispering way.

"Hard one, I guess,"Noela said in a loud but shy voice. The people cheered of Noela's response and they gave us drinks that is in a shot glass that looked like water with bubbles in it.

"Noela, we're supposed to be meeting Wendy so that I can have my attendance,"I whispered to Noela.

"Oh girl. Shut up and enjoy your night for once!"Noela said then she drank the shot glass in a quick way. The people cheered once again and their attention was on me that made me feel a little bit pressured.

I said nothing and just stared at the shot glass. Praying that the alcohol is not that strong so that I can still go home after seeing Wendy.

"Shot! Shot! Shot!"the people shouted in chorus, including Noela. After seconds of hesitation, I finally drank the alcohol and it burns so much in my throat.

"First time drinking Vodka, eh?"the blonde girl said with a teasing smile. I am shocked that I just drank one of the strongest alcohol in Earth?!

"Wait. This is vodka?"I asked in a panicky way.

"Yeah. You thought it was water?"she said and they laughed out loud.

"No. But I have to go home after seeing my Manager, Wendy,"I said. Then I noticed Noela standing up and went to the dance floor with some guy. It's bad since I wasn't able to follow her. Now I feel stuck with these people on this couch we're sitting on.

"Go home? You just got here, girl,"the blonde girl said.

"Yeah. But don't tell me to stay 'cause I won't,"I said as I stood up but she blocked my way with her tall slim but curvy body.

"Dance with me first,"she said in a whispering way. For some reason, she made me feel different and made my hairs on my pale skin stood up.

"Yeah! Dance with her!"the guy from the couch cheered.

"Fine,"I said in an irritated way. It's just a dance. Nothing's wrong with it.

So this blonde girl brings me to the dance floor and moved through the rhythm. She keeps staring at me that it feels like she wants me to touch me or something. And it feels not right since I never felt this way with a girl.

But seconds later, I ended up dancing with her without thinking about talking to Wendy anymore. The more I dance, the more I feel like I was able to release the stress out from my body.

"Alcohols sometimes take effect in delayed!"the blonde girl said in a loud voice since the music is too loud. My visions are starting to blur because of the lights spinning around and people are dancing everywhere. I just directly locked my sight to this blonde girl instead so that I will not feel the dizziness.

"Victoria, by the way,"she introduced to me.

"Belle,"I said. Then she grabbed my waist and pulled me into her.

"That's a lovely name,"she whispered at my ear and it made my hairs on my skin reacted again. I suddenly felt the heat and for some reason, her touch is making me feel this way.

"Wanna hangout?"she asked with this teasing sexy smile. Her heart shaped glittery lips makes me feel vulnerable. And I've never been this close to this kind of woman before. She is very attractive and sexy. Even a woman like me wants to touch and feel her.

Without my reply, she grabbed my hand and we ran away from the crowd. We went out from the back door of the building and brought me outside. Feeling the cold throughout my body because of cold weather. She stared at me that makes me wanna kiss her. And I don't know if I should do it or not. Since I haven't kissed anyone since.

"You're cute,"she said then she kissed me. My heart beats so fast that I didn't noticed that she's already kissing me in a torrid way while her hands are around me. She lifted my leg and wrapped it around her waist while her hand gently slide on my thighs up and reached to my panties. I squirmed as her pointy fingers touched my private part.

"Hey. Easy. You've never been with a girl?"she said with a teasing smile. I didn't answer but just stare at her. She went back on kissing me again as her fingers started to get inside my panties. I can't help but moan because of the strong sensation of her touch.

"Wow. I like you,"she whispered in a naughty way then she inserted a finger inside me. Didn't expect it but it feels so good that I moaned loud.

"Yes baby,"she said as she move it around inside me. I squirmed as her finger moved inside me. Then she kissed me in a torrid way again. Afterwards, she lets go and looked everywhere around us. I feel like I wanted to continue this with her.

"Let's do it in my car. Come on,"she said while panting. Without me responding again, she grabbed my hand and we walked quickly towards to her fancy violet car. We went inside and sat at the backseat. Then we continued kissing each other. She put her hand back to my panties and started caressing my clit using her finger. I moaned so loud that I automatically covered my hands on my mouth.

Victoria chuckled,"Don't worry. They won't hear us. You can moan as loud as you can."

So with that reassuring smile, I removed my hands from my mouth and she inserted her finger inside me again. The rhythm is slow but it's already making me feel like I'm going to come. Then afterwards, she changed the rhythm and made it faster.

"Oh my god!" I exclaimed.

She didn't stop and went faster. It feels so good but I know it's not right. Because this is my first. And I'm doing this to a woman that I barely know.

"Please...please..."I begged as she keeps doing it. I am starting to shiver as the climax rises.

"Please what?"she said in a teasing way.

"Oh my god! Make me..."I said while I moan,"Come!"

"Not yet,"she said then she inserts another finger inside me that made me squirm again. She moved faster than earlier that makes me want to come so bad already.

"I'm coming!"I screamed as she instantly removes her fingers out and sat on me with her private part as I come. Our vaginas rubbing each other as my liquid comes out from me. She messaged my breasts as I come while she's grinding on me. Then afterwards, she kissed me again while rubbing hers against mine. Then I fell asleep.