After deciding to be with Victoria, I finally feel at ease and complete because of her. We always meet up at my apartment and have sex until morning. She's fun to be with. But still annoying like before. But I want it to be a secret from the people around us. Because I don't want them to know that I am sleeping with a woman.

"Why don't you want to announce them about us? Are you embarrassed about me?" Victoria asked while she's smoking cigarette as we're lying naked on the bed.

"No,"I lied,"And I told you no smoking!" Then I grabbed her cigarette and threw it in the ash tray after removing it's fire. She just gave me a small smile.

"No wonder you're still single and a virgin,"she said,"Because you want things in order or manage in a perfect way. You care too much about your health. You don't go to parties. You didn't even have sex with anybody. I mean, how are you not bored for not getting all those important events for your life?"

"Those are not important events,"I said as I stood up and walked to the bathroom for me to take a bath. Victoria remained on my bed.

"Yeah it is,"she said as I heard a click from her lighter and the room started smelling smoke from her cigarette. Ugh. See? She's still annoying as hell.

"And here you are. Having sex with a woman like me,"she said as I turned on the shower and the water dripped all over my body.

"Let's admit it. That's one of a risk that any boring woman like you will take. And you're still doing it."

I turned off my shower,"Can you just stop talking?"

I heard Victoria chuckled as I turned on the shower again. Then after a few seconds, I heard light footsteps from the outside of the shower area. And then Victoria opened the sliding door. I froze as I stared at her tanned beautiful skin. Her breasts are round and soft as if like I haven't touched her earlier. Her blonde, long and wide hair is all over her shoulders and some of it are covering her blue almond shaped eyes. Her pinkish lips formed a small and sexy smile like she's inviting me to feel her again.

"I am irresistible, aren't I?"she said in a teasingly way as she went closer to me. I can't help it anymore and I instantly kissed her torridly. Our hands went all over to each of our bodies as water runs all over us. She shoved her fingers inside me and started thrusting it as I moan. I wrapped my right leg around her tiny waist while I kiss her neck with my tongue. I grabbed her hair as she went faster.

"You want to do this everyday?"she whispered while panting. I moaned and squirm as she added another finger inside me.

"Make me come,"I begged.

Her eyes locked on me like a hungry tiger as I moaned loudly. She went faster until I came. She quickly released her fingers inside me and kneeled down then she started licking me down there. I am shaking from coming and I stare down at her. Droplets of water are all over her face and she really looks so hot.

"Can I do you?" I asked. She looked shocked because of what I said then she stood up.

"Maybe some other time,"she said with a genuine smile. I just smile back at her and the only noise that we're hearing is the shower. I don't want to admit it but she is starting to make me feel good.

But what are we anyway?

After we took a shower, we put on our clothes. She puts on her usual informal clothes while I put on my work clothes.

"I was wondering,"I said as I began putting on some make up,"Why are we doing this in my small and cheap apartment? Aren't you supposed to have a mansion since you're an heiress to a big clothing shop?"

I noticed her stopped doing anything then after a few seconds she went back at combing her hair,"My Mom's there. And she's really strict with strangers."

I nodded,"I see. Maybe she'll freak out if she knew that you're having sex with a woman."

Then she stopped again and sighed,"Yeah. She knows about that already."

My eyebrows furrowed as I turned around,"What do you mean?"

"You're not the only woman that I have sex with,"she admitted,"I think I've told you that before, haven't I?"

Yeah. I remember she told me that. I was just not interested at that time,"Oh yeah. I forgot."

"What does it feel like?"I asked as I turned back to my mirror.

"Feel what?"she said as she put on some make up on her without a mirror. I guess that she's already used to do that.

"To be judged by someone that you know. Like your mother,"I said.

I saw her shrugged from the sight of the mirror,"It's horrible. She kept telling me that I will not have a child if I make myself a lesbian."

That must be bad for her to hear that from her Mom who happens to be the CEO of Layla's.

We picked up our purses and went outside my apartment. I locked my door and we walk at the hallway. We passed an old man who is also my neighbor. I waved and smiled at him and so does he. Which we're doing this everytime we pass each other. But when he sees Victoria, his smile faded and looked away from us. So this is what it feels like if somebody sees you being with the same gender as you are. The eyes and the looks from other people will already make you feel judged.

We entered the elevator and we just quietly stood up.

"I know that look,"Victoria said.

"What?"I asked.

She quickly pointed at me,"It feels strange seeing other people's reactions in public whenever they see you being with a woman."

I scoffed,"You mean my neighbor earlier? I'm pretty sure that he thought that we're just friends having a sleepover."

She chuckled,"Stop denying, Belle. You'll get used to it."

But will I? What more if the people I know knew about us?