Chris's POV:

I roll over, now facing Devi and he's already awake looking down at me and I instantly get flustered. "You're already awake?", I say not directly looking at him and he hums in agreement. Devi brushes the hair out of my eyes and plants a gentle kiss on my forehead. I look up at him and smile, my emotions for him flood my brain. I love you, I say to him in my head, I want him to know before something ruins it. He interrupts my thoughts with his own saying, "Chris... I need to tell you something and I can't keep hiding it. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone, I need you to be okay. It wasn't just sex to me...", I break the silence after a few minutes saying what I've wanted from the beginning. "It wasn't just sex for me either... I love you Devi...I've known for a while but didn't know what to say or do... All I know is I love you and I never wanna lose you", I say this in a whisper, trying to not wake Will. Devi takes a few seconds to hear what I said and his eyes begin watering and he replies with, "I love you too... So much.", I can tell he's been holding that in for a long time. I now realize how long it has been, I see the signs he's given me... A single tear falls and Devi looks at me, worry now plastered across his face, and I shake my head. "I just realized how long you wanted to say that, and how oblivious I was to your pain.", he grabs my face and kisses me gently. "It was worth the wait, I promise."

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HEY GUYS! SORRY FOR SUCH A SHORT CHAPTER BUT I TRULY HOPE YOU LIKED THIS BOOK! IF IT DOES WELL ENOUGH I WILL POSSIBLY DO ANOTHER LIKE THIS!

Remember, if you're ever feeling alone... You're not truly... I can be here if I need to be. Look for help where you think you'd never find it, it might just be there. This book is a fictional version of my life, but only a very small part of it. Eventually, I may make a book on me, but I don't know yet. None of my writing except smuts seems to do well, but I will see what the future brings me. I love y'all that take the time to read what I've written, I know its never very much, but I'm trying. Thank the few of you who do read all the way through. It means a lot, I may not be a good writer, but I do put a piece of myself in everything I write in hopes someone will enjoy it, even if its only one person. Thank you again.