Sorry I'm Not Perfect.

“Where have you been all day?!” Jihoon walks to her slamming the magazine he was reading on top the dining table.

She puts her bag on the bed and sits down on it. Tired and exhausted she lays down flat and closes her eyes while Jihoon keeps on rambling about her not being at home nowadays. Doesn’t he understand that she is with Jae to help him?

"I was at the hospital, with Jae. You know I'm helping him try to walk." She sighs tiredly.

"Yeah since the day you found out that's all you've been doing. Why do you even come back here? Just pack your stuff and get out! I know you're done using me now that you found that him." He pulls her off the bed and pushes her out of the bedroom.

She breathes heavily, remembering the times when Jae used to treat her like this.

"You're not doing this to me as well! No fucking way he got away with it because I loved him. But that's not the case with you, you bloody fucker! You wanted my pussy and nothing else you bastard! That's all you wanted!" She slaps him across his face and starts grabbing her stuff.

"Yeah bitch that's what you're good for, a quick fuck! No man will make you his, every man will just have a good time with you and leave! You hear me you nasty bitch!" He groans pulling her to him to grab her attention.

His words hurt, not because they are so vicious and full of venom. Because they remind of every one of Jae’s word. They remind me of him, maybe they both are right. No man wants a whore like her, she thinks to herself. They are right. She quickly yanks her arm away from him and wipes her tears and rushes out of his house.

"You gold digging whore! Don't you ever come back to me!" He yells slamming the door shut.

She falls on her knees in the middle of the street; her whole body gives up as tears escape her eyes. No one wants her, no one. She covers her face and cries out loud.

"I won't be able to walk ever again." Jae whines like every other day.

"You just have to try okay." Hana holds him by his waist helping him walk in the hospital's corridor.

"What will I do without?" He smiles widely at her.

She stares at him for a while and starts chuckling bitterly.

"You will run off and find a nice girl like Jinsu and marry her." She smiles masking the sorrow in her eyes.

"Can you not bring her up Hana! Why do you always do this to me?" He walks.

"Why can't you just spare me the pain of remembering her?" He keeps talking as she watches him walk further away from her on his own.

She smiles watching him walk on his own after so long. Hana is glad that he is going to just fine; he is going to walk on his own now, finally.

"Why don't you say...oh my god!" Hana I can walk! Oh god yes!" He jumps up and starts walking around excitedly.

She silently watches him as he walks around like a baby who just learned to walk.

It has been a while since Hana met Jae, after he got discharged he went to his parents house to spend some time with them. He didn’t call her neither did he text her; she understands that he is with his family but at least she could give her a text.

She walks out of her campus and sees Jae waiting for her.

"What's up man?" She walks to him lighting a cigarette.

"Why can't you just leave these shit, they are not good for you." He swings his arm around her shoulder.

"And why would I do that Jae? I didn't find someone for whom I will give up everything like you did." She blows the smoke in the air.

He lets go of her and walks ahead of her. Hana rolls her eyes and walks after him.

"Why are you here?" She asks walking by his side.

"I was thinking of getting a job." He walks.

"You and job? Why did you parents stop giving you money?" She asks chuckling.

"No, they didn't. But you know there's a kick in earning money yourself. I want to be self-dependent." He shoves both of his hands in his jean pockets while walking.

"Then look for a job." She suggests.

"What type of job should I look for? You come with me please." He smiles showing his bunny teeth.

"Nah man, I can't I got to go to a party." She lights another cigarette.

He takes the cigarette and throws it away.

"No need to go come with me." He grabs her hand and starts pulling her with him.

After looking for a while, her eyes land on a very edgy looking cafe. She notices the sign saying 'hiring waiters and waitresses'.

"Jae come with me." She pulls him in the cafe.

They both look around and start walking to the cashier.

"What can I help you with?" A man asks making them both turn around.

"Hana, remember me? I'm Hyunsuk." He says walking towards them.

"Ah yes Hyunsuk, yeah Hyunsuk from the club what are you doing here?" She asks.

"Well I'm the manager and what are you two doing here?" He looks at both of us.

"We saw the hiring sign and my friend Jae over here wants a job." She smiles patting Jae’s back.

"Well he's hired then; we have one more slot left do you want to take it?" He asks smirking.

"No she doesn't need the job I do." Jae speaks even before she could.

"Um yeah I don't need a job." Hana says glancing at Jae.

"Well that's our loss, oh and Jae please dress edgily, in our cafe we don't believe in uniforms you will just wear a name tag that's all." Hyunsuk says walking behind the counter.

"Um sure when do I start?" Jae asks.

"From tomorrow be here at 9'o clock in the morning, don't be late please." Hyunsuk emphasizes the last part of his sentence.

"Okay see you then." Jae turns around and pulls her out with him.

"See you around, Hana." Hyunsuk waves at her smiling.

I smile looking back at him while biting my lower lip trying to stop my smile from growing bigger.

"Why are you smiling like that?" Jae snaps his fingers in front of her face.

"Nothing." She clears her throat and walks by him.

"I know that look of yours; it's the look you give before you start seducing men." Jae spats.

She looks at his way and stop in her tracks.

"You will never change it was my mistake that I thought you would. You will still remain that shameless, addict slut you were before." He clenches his jaw.

"Well sorry Jae, I'm not perfect like the love of your life was. I'm so sorry." Hana hails a cab and get in it without waiting any longer.

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