I'm Her Rapist

"Having no choice is the last choice."

-Elle

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"Cum to her riddle ford, cum! He said to my face while wearing a shallow smile with wide eyes. He looks horrible at this point.

I keep looking at him and try to keep my anger since I am nothing against to them, and I need to exert more patience and discreet since they have Lea, my girlfriend.

I found myself saving highest level of hate and anger to this man after reasserting his desire. The though of raping someone is horrible in my side, very horrible.

"Cum to that innocent girl or we will fuck your lovely girlfriend? think of it riddle ford, coz You have to choose and that decision will define your fate. Frederick said while laughing with his friends.

They seems happy and enjoying every single hate I give while throwing jibe on me.

This Frederick Conception is my school mate, leader of fraternity in our campus, A rich man with bad habits and his group became preeminent in organizing student crimes and known from initiating federal violation and property crime in our city. They are the most hated group in our place as well.

"You fucking bastard! I will kill you! I answered while holding my anger to this black-hearted man.

"Tch, then do it riddle ford, well obviously you are nothing against us so how you are going to kill me? Riddle, riddle, riddle. You know what? i'm so excited to watch you while sexually forcing someone because of Lea. How beautiful and romantic right?

"You coward! stop hiding behind my girlfriend and let them go, you should fight me without using onyone else!

"Why would I? I just want to play some game, like your know? Games with that girl, lea and YOU. Riddle, Sometimes Love is not enough to save your loveone, remember that.

"What's wrong with you Fred?! I'm not even related to you so why me? Why lea and that girl huh?! why are you doing this shit?!

"Hmmm, Why don't you ask your fucking girlfriend?

"I want to hear it from you fred.

"Tss, Do I really need to answer your question poor little riddle?

"Just answer me fred. I answered calmly while holding my anger.

"I Just want to ruin your name as simple as that. He said, I can't stop hating this man while saying his platonic reason.

"Unbelievable, that reason huh?!

"Come on riddle, I already answered you. I think it's about time for you to choose.

"Fred please stop this! Lea said when he saw me holding my anger while asking Frederick.

Seeing my girl in this situation makes me mad, I can't protect her in times like this.

"Shut up Lea! Now riddle ford, just make a choice, your girlfriend or that anonymous girl? Well Just to inform you I really hate waiting.

I was a bit shaky, I need to save lea but I'm not a rapist. What can i do?

I saw Frederick removing Lea's clothes when he got bored while waiting, I want to stop him but one of them stop me by pointing a knife. I look at him with anger and finally I made up my mind. I need to save her, my girlfriend.

"I'll do it.

I saw Frederick stop and look at me, he smile like he already get what he wants. "Good choice riddle you may start.

I slowly remove her clothes while saying sorry, her face was covered so i wasn't able to recognized this girl, I also notice that her body has a lot of bruises and I think frederick force this innocent lady to be part of his plan.

All of them are enjoying this nightmare, I can't imagine what I have done. I hear her silent voice asking me to stop doing this shit, "Sorry miss." I whisper to her ear.

I feel her breathing, her soft skin touching mine. I feel her warm body but she's cold without any response, I withdraw myself to her when she sob, at this point we start to lose the purity we keep for a long time, I failed to save myself for the right girl in this wrong place and wrong time.

She's crying but weak enough to stop me, she can't even push me to save herself, I think she's weak enough to resist.

"I rape her" the first word i said when I'm done tasting her body.

I wipe her body and saw the blood in her private part, "I -I am her first m-man. I said to myself that makes me more guilty.

She was about to give me a severe fear on having sex.

Clap. Clap. Clap. "We'll one. I heard him say, he walk slowly together with lea. "Now tell me, what's the difference between the evil frederick conception and you the Goodboy riddle ford? He said and turn his back.

I silently covered her body while saying sorry, I didn't mean to do this but I have no choice. Frederick leave together with his friend while I was sitting beside my victim I was puzzled on what I did.

Why? Why did I rape her?

Lea approach me to run away but I'm out of my self. I feel like I can't move my body anymore and willing to accept the change of raping this innocemt girl.

"Riddle? Come on! We have to go please I'm scared, she's still unconcious. Lea said while dragging me out of this place

"No, let's bring her to the hospital. I answered.

"What?! are you insane? She can inform the police of what you did remember?! Riddle leave her alone, let's go! She insist.

"But----

"Let's go riddle please. We have to leave the place and that girl!

"She's my victim.

"Riddle we are both victim! She's not the only person who threaten by fred, we're just saving our self from him!

"what can I do? I'm afraid of the consequences. I mean what if--

"Stop it ride! Please let's go.

"She's alive right?

"Of-course she is! Why? Don't tell me you want to kill her?

"I-I just want to make sure that she's alive. That's the only thing I can do for her.

"Can we just leave riddle?

I nod and leave together with lea carrying my guilt and conscience starting today.