The Trauma Begins..

I was sitting on the bed with my fingers crossed . I was wishing to God to show mercy on me but i didn't know that God had closed his eyes for me . I heard the sound of unlocking of door . My whole blood came to my brain. I stood from the bed and planned to push the person when he entered and ran away . He then came inside . I didn't look at him for i was crying . As i tried to push him , it didn't had any effect on him .He was much stronger than me and was i think 5 or 6 years older . He was very tall and i hadn't expected such a monster man.

He looked at me in anger and slapped me .I fell on the floor . my cheek burned like a bee sting . sharp and painful. He said something in a different language . I tried to run away from him but he caught me . He then threw me on the bed . I tried to stood but he held my hands in his but i struggled . He again slapped me . this time i could see the stars. After being starved by my aunt, i was an underweight. He then tied my hands to the bed post and removed his shirt . I looked away and was screaming ." please. Don't do this.." he shrugged his head like i was overreacting. He took off my dress . I felt ashamed as he was staring at my whole body and there was an insatiable lust in his eyes. I closed my eyes . He moved his hand from my hair to feet . He came close to me and held my hair in his hands and smelled them . He then removed his pants

Tears didn't stop flowing from my eyes . his every touch , the harsh squeeze on my breasts made me screamed louder.He then raped me like a beast . I was screaming . As i was a virgin it hurt me a lot. but he didn't pay any attention to my sufferings. After few hours he then slept on the other side of the bed . I was starring at the ceiling . I took my dress and wore it. I rose from the bed and sat in the corner. I bent my head down and after sometime fell asleep . Then i felt someone shaking me, it was him .He didn't say any word but picked me up to the bed again and held my hand strongly . Then his hand moved over my thighs . I tried to move but he made his grip stronger. His fingers then came to my lips . He touched them and suddenly turned me to his side . He came over me and kissed me violently . I was not getting air to breathe . I tried to push him but he didn't stop . He then paused for a moment and looked into my eyes . I looked away but he held my chin and made me look in his eyes while he was raping me. I again closed my eyes but he made me open them . I was raped the whole night at an interval of 10 minutes. He was an animal . In the morning, i was not in the situation of standing . He went to the bathroom and after bathing dressed himself in greenish and black jackets. I was standing near bed . He glanced at me for a while and pointed to the closet for clothes And went out . without uttering a single word. I was left alone in the room . My whole body was paining . I sat on the bed . And thought what was going to happen next with me.

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