Chapter 26 Their memories

After so many years, Fu Yan could still remember the way Su Mo looked at Murong Yunshu when had followed Su Mo to the capital.

Murong Yunshu was the only one in his eyes.

So affectionate! Anyone would want it.

When she had Su Mo that she always wanted, she gradually realized that she still did not get that look from Su Mo, not like the way she gave Murong Yunshu.

"Drag her down and execute!"

Su Mo said emotionlessly, "I'll execute you sooner or later!"

How cold his words are! Fu Yan looked up at Su Mo in depression. The guard came in and dragged Fu Yan. Fu Yan cried out loudly to Su Mo, "Your Majesty, please spare me! Please!"

Su Mo stared at Fu Yan being dragged away without a trace of emotion.

Fu Yan's voice faded away. Eunuch Xu, who was kneeling on the ground, raised his head and looked at Su Mo.

"Your Majesty, I am guilty."

Su Mo waved his hand, "Eunuch Xu, I will deal with you later."

"Help me to the bed. I want to hear the story."

Eunuch Xu stood up and helped Su Mo lie on the bed. Su Mo smiled and said, "I forgot the story with Yunshu. Tell me little by little."

Eunuch Xu's eyes turned red as tears slowly dripped down his cheeks, "Yes."

He had been by Su Mo's side since a long time ago. He knew the story between Su Mo and Murong Yunshu.

"You went to the frontier and find General Murong. You saw Yunshu on the wall of the General's Mansion."

"The Empress likes to play the zither. And you made a zither for her. The zither is called the Parasol Zither."

"You wrote a song for the Empress. The song is called" Unfamiliar Willow "."

"The Empress has been spoiled by General Murong since she was young., so she is a little arrogant. If you quarrel with her, you will always change your ways of coaxing her."

"The Empress is afraid of the bitterness when she drinks medicine, so you run to the street to buy her some preserved fruits."

Stories about Su Mo and Murong Yunshu came out of Eunuch Xu's mouth, and Su Mo listened with tears in his eyes.

So beautiful! His past with Yun Shu was really beautiful.

However, why couldn't he remember those things?

Seeing that Su Mo's face had turned even more pale, Eunuch Xu leaned over and saw that Su Mo's lips were covered in blood.

"Your Majesty!"

Eunuch Xu called out in panic.

Su Mo raised his hand and said with a smile, "It's fine!"

"I just want to remember my past with Yunshu."

He had to remember, even if his headache was about to explode, he had to remember.

"Your Majesty." Eunuch Xu said sadly. He reminded Su Mo, "The Empress has been sent out to the frontier by you."

"Should I bring her back? "

If he told Murong Yunshu that the Majesty had lost his memory because of Fu Yan, she would forgive Su Mo.

Su Mo refused. He said, "No!"

"I owe Yun Shu too much. If I can't even remember our past, what is the meaning of bringing her back!"

"Eunuch Xu, go on. If you tell me more, perhaps I will remember."

He wanted to retrieve the memories buried deep in his heart.

"Your Majesty!" Eunuch Xu called out again. Seeing that Su Mo insisted on listening, Eunuch Xu could only tell the story of Su Mo and Murong Yunshu in detail.

Hearing those things, Su Mo laughed from time to time, but his head hurt even more, and his expression was ugly and frightening.

Only when Su Mo spat out more blood painfully did he stop Eunuch Xu from speaking.

Waiting for Eunuch Xu to leave, he lay alone on the bed and slowly remember what Eunuch Xu had said into his mind.

Even if it was so painful that life was worse than death, Su Mo still had to retrieve the memories of Yun Shu and him.

The next day, Su Mo asked Eunuch Xu to tell him about the past.

On the tenth day, Eunuch Xu told the story a second time.

On the fourteenth day, when Su Mo went to greet ministers, his consciousness suddenly blurred. His mind was filled with Murong Yunshu's voice and laughter. He looked outside the hall and saw Murong Yunshu sitting on the generals’ mansion when he first saw her.

"What is your name?"

"Su Mo!"

"What is your name?"

"Murong Yunshu!"

Su Mo smiled and called Yunshu’s name. Then, his eyes slowly closed and he fell off the dragon chair.

Murong Yunshu was sent to Su Yan by Su Mo. Su Yan was shocked to see her, but he did not dare to stay any longer. He hurriedly brought Murong Yunshu back to South City.

South City's life was very comfortable. Su Yan treated Murong Yunshu very well without physical contact.

Murong Yunshu was grateful for Su Yan's kindness to her. She quickly had a better mood, forgot the people from the Imperial Palace, and felt at ease being Su Yan's wife.

Half a month later, Murong Yunshu felt unwell. After the doctor diagnosed her, he said to Su Yan, "Congratulations, Your Highness!"

Su Yan's expression changed as he understood what the physician meant.

Murong Yunshu was pregnant, and this child was Su Mo’s.

Murong Yunshu also guessed that she was pregnant with Su Mo's child. She had no choice but to mock this as a bad fate.

When she wanted to have a child so badly, Su Mo made her drink the soup that abort their child.

When she planned to be with Su Yan, he was pregnant with Su Mo's child. How ironic it is!

Thinking of Su Yan’s affection, Murong Yunshu thought of having an abortion.

Before he could discuss it with Su Yan, an order came from the imperial capital.

Su Yan was afraid that Su Mo would take Murong Yunshu away, so he immediately arranged for Murong Yunshu to go to another villa.

After arriving at another Villa, Murong Yunshu became more and more restless, her heart beating faster, even her crippled hands were trembling. She had an intuition that something had happened.

Moreover, it was terrifying!

When Su Yan came over, Murong Yunshu hurriedly went out to greet him. She found Su Yan being disturbed, and when she looked at him, he seemed to have some unspeakable secrets.

"What's the matter?"

Murong Yunshu asked anxiously, "Does Su Mo want to bring me back to the palace again?"

Su Yan looked at Murong Yunshu and shook his head. If possible, he really wanted to hide this matter from Murong Yunshu.

Hearing Su Yan saying this, Murong Yunshu was more anxious. It felt like a stone heavily pressed down on her heart, making her unable to breathe.

"Then what is up!"

"Why is my heart so messed up?" Murong Yunshu covered her heart and said.

His heart was beating faster and faster, and he was even in a faint pain.

"Yunshu." Su Yan looked at Murong Yunshu and hesitated.

His hesitation made Murong Yunshu even more flustered.

"What's wrong? Tell me!" Murong Yunshu inexplicably cried, "Su Yan, what's wrong? What's wrong?"

She felt that she was crying. She reached out and touched her cheeks with the back of her hand, tears streaming down her cheeks.

What's the matter? Why is she crying!

Su Yan did not answer. He reached out and hugged Murong Yunshu into his arms.

"Yunshu, I'm going to the Imperial Palace."

Murong Yunshu listened quietly. Her intuition was that things weren't that simple.

"Su Mo has no children, so I am the new emperor." When Eunuch Xu came to announce the decree, Su Yan was stunned.

The imperial capital was afraid that Su Mo's death would cause chaos, so Su Mo asked Eunuch Xu to announce his decree and then announce the news of his death.

"A new emperor?" Murong Yunshu repeated Su Yan's words.

Su Yan had become the new emperor, so what about Su Mo?

"He is?" Murong Yunshu heard her voice change.

Su Yan hugged her tightly and said softly, "Su Mo is gone."

"No way!" Hearing these two words, Murong Yunshu suddenly pushed Su Yan away.

"What?" She asked Su Yan with tears in her eyes.

"You're saying that Su Mo is dead!"

Su Yan nodded at her and replied, "Yes."

"Su Mo went yesterday."

Murong Yunshu felt that the wind was chilling. She smiled and turned around to go back to her room.

"The wind makes me cold. I have to go back to my room."

The winds in South City were not cold, making people warm.

Murong Yunshu said it was cold because of her heart.

She hated Su Mo, but without love, how could she hate him?

"How could he be gone?" Murong Yunshu smiled and said, "How could he be gone?"

She said to herself, tears running out of her eyes. After she entered the room, she closed the door. When she looked around, Murong Yunshu realized that she was not dreaming. Su Yan could not lie to her.

He's dead! Su Mo was dead!

Murong Yunshu's face was full of tears. "He's dead, why should I cry?"

As she spoke, she stretched out the back of her hand to touch the tears on her face, but the more she touched, the more she cried.

"Yunshu." Su Yan looked at Murong Yunshu and knew that the person Murong Yunshu loved until now was still Su Mo.

She and Su Mo had loved each other for many years. Even if Su Mo had let her down, she still had him in her heart.

When he came, Su Yan had been thinking about whether he should tell Murong Yunshu what Eunuch Xu said.

If she knew that if he treated her with all his heart, she would definitely stay by his side.

However, thinking of the Su Mo’s death, Su Yan couldn't bear it anymore.

It was because he knew that the person Murong Yunshu loved was Su Mo.

"Yun Shu, Eunuch Xu, who came to declare the decree, said that my brother was heavily heart-broken which caused him to die after spitting out a lot of blood.

He looked at Murong Yunshu's trembling back and continued, "My brother loves you, from beginning to the end!"

"Three years ago, he went out hunting and wanted to catch a fox for you. He fell off his horse." Murong Yunshu knew about this.

"Fu Yan happened to save him."

"She fell in love with my brother So Mo long ago. She always wanted to win his love. After saving his life, she fed him a secret medicine."

"This medicine is tyrannical and vicious. So Mo is fed this medicine by Fu Yan every night. At first, he forgot about you. Slowly, the medicine seeps into my bones. He became to hate people he love deeply."

"My brother loves you till death."

Su Yan finished with tears in his eyes. He had always thought that he loved Murong Yunshu more than Su Mo did. Only now did he know that Su Mo loved Murong Yunshu more than him does.

"After you left, he found out the truth and executed Fu Yan."

"In order to remember what was going on between you and himself, he will ask Eunuch Xu to tell him about your past and try to get that memory back. However, the medicinal properties are tyrannical and the poison has already spread throughout my brother's entire body. If he continues to drink it, he will be fine."

"It's just that my brother insisted on remembering you so he could not take that medicine again."

"In the end, he had a terrible headache and his heart was broken to death."

After Su Yan finished speaking, Murong Yunshu was sobbing. She screamed and leaned against the door, crying loudly.

"Su Mo!"

Su Mo loved her so much.

Outside the door, Su Yan heard Murong Yunshu's miserable cries, "Eunuch Xu said that my brother had been calling your name before he died."

"He said that if there is an afterlife, he will definitely not let you disappoint!"

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely not let you down.

"He will definitely not let me down?!" Murong Yunshu, who was squatting on the ground, cried and laughed, "He has gone and left me her alone, how come he is not letting me down!

"Su Mo, I hate you!"

Murong Yunshu did not go to the Imperial Palace with Su Yan, nor did she stay in South City. Instead, she went to the small border city, the place where she met Su Mo.

The child in her belly, she kept it. Later, she gave birth to a beautiful daughter named Su Qingcheng.

For years, Murong Yunshu brought Su Qingcheng alone and waited for the person who could not return.

If there was a next life, she would definitely meet Su Mo again and let him love him for the rest of his life.