Olivia's P.O.V.

“I wake up to the gentle caress of  the sun streaming through a small gap in the black-out curtains. I blink, trying to focus with my head pounding as the events of the night comes rushing back to me. And not just any night, but one of the most beautiful, decadent, erotic, and amazing nights of my life.”

“As I tired pushing myself up my head then gives a terrifying pound.”

“Bloody Hell!

“This is why I don't drink, I could feel my head pounding like it was being hit with an hammer, and my mouth tastes like a bagders armpit.

Great just great this is what I get for drinking too much, looking down at the bed covers I realized am still naked, freaking naked.

“Just then a shard of memory blast through me again...

“His lips slants through mine  searching and demanding, my fingers digging and clawing Into his shoulders out of sheer pleasure and Esctasy, I could feel him pumping and thrusting into me filling me up like there's no tomorrow" I was snapped out of my thoughts when a large hand cupped my bottom from behind pulling me back down into bed”.

“He crashes his lips to mine demanding for me to open up for him, I then mindlessly part my lips forgetting for a minute that I just referred my mouth to a Badgers airmpit. I felt his tongue slip into my mouth filling me up greedily for more of his sensational taste and so I kissed him back with as passion and hunger his hands roaming through my body as he slips two fingers into me pumping into my very core, I came right away moaning and crying out in blissful satisfaction and then I felt him in between my legs as he thrusts into me, I digged my fingers into the bed to prevent me from screaming.”

“Feeling a bit sore from yesterday but still yet I don't want this pure pleasure to end. So I enjoyed both the friction of pain and pleasure together as he thrusts into me slowly but then roughly then he picks up the pace at the same time. As he rides me into climax and I felt like I could die from just pure sheer pleasure as I rode onto my release I then screamed his name but then

He whispers: “Yes, yes , yes baby. Fuck Regina I love you.

“Fuck!

“Suddenly all the fire raging in me quenched like a bucket of ice cold water which has been doused on me.”

“I'm Currently struggling now, trying hard to breathe, my heart beating wildly like it would explode. The room that had been bathed in golden sunlight is now as red as blood.”

“As hot and red as death.”

“I could barely see him through the haze hovering around me as my mind begins to crumble. I  could barely hear him through the maelstrom in my head, through the memories, the fear, the pain, all tied up together like some horrible, violent monster hurricane that's intent on swallowing me whole.

“Regina”.

“Who the fuck is she?

“Have I made the wrong judgement again. Is she like a girlfriend of his? First love? Or his fiancee?

“Sweet Lord!

“Does he have a wife?

“No it can't be. I don't want to be a home wrecker.”I thought to myself as my mind raves at the speed of light.

“Or am I already one?

“Lord please I definitely did not just sleep with a married man” I pray silently.

“With all my silent prayers and invigorating thoughts and rather depressing pep talk, I push him off of me and slid out of bed gathering up my clothes that were still lying in a heap near the door, Trying my best not to cry.

“After having mind blowing sex I find out he was sleeping with me while having someone else in mind just the thought of that makes me feel disgusted at myself and at him. I was real stupid to follow a complete stranger to his penthouse, I mean what was I expecting Gold rose beds?”.

“Fuck My Life".

“Suddenly I feel bile rise in my throat as I rush into the bathroom feeling nausea and disgusted as I spilled my guts into the toilet, I could feel tears threaten to slip from my eyes.”

“I guess that is what I get for sleeping with a stranger who I know only his name."

“I groogily step into the shower feeling disgusted and disappointed with myself yet  again. Why do I have such bad luck with guys? It's like a bad streak, I step into the shower trying to wash him out of my body to erase all the moments we had together.

“The one fact that is still baffling to me is that I still can't believe I spilled my guts to a total a stranger and also let him have my virginity just like that after saving myself for so long. I switched off the shower stepping out of the shower stand, grabbing a robe which was hanged to wrap myself in.

“I stepped out of the bathroom and was relieved he was nowhere in sight, at least that will give me time to restore the little diginty I have remaining. I pick out some clothes from my little shopping spree of yesterday putting on some shorts and a simple black Tee. I then step out of the bathroom into the bedroom Picking up my running shoes.”

“The thought of standing here, for one more minute will probably be the death of me. I then grab up my shopping bags which was neatly kept in a corner as I  hurried out to the living area ready to bolt out of his penthouse by any means but then  I bumped into him in my attempt of escape.

“Not Again"I sigh out fustratedly and emotionally drained.

“You're leaving”He asks incredulously.

“Am sorry I've gotta go” I say rushing to the elevator but his words then stops me.

“I know last night was your first, am sorry if you think I took advantage of you for my own needs. Is that why you're leaving, please don't go just yet. I know last night was important to you " he says with a pained expression on his face

“Do You?”I step back a bit huffing angrily that he doesn't seem to get the whole situation.

“You dumbass, it's not about you taking advantage of me. It's about you sleeping with me but having someone else in mind. It's the most disgusting feeling ever, it's like been used by you”I say trying not to fall apart as I walk  towards him not being able to control my anger anymore, I hit my fists on his chest repeatedly I wanted him to feel the same cold feeling and pain I'm currently experiencing right now. I know the blows I unleashed on him continuously won't do any good or make any difference since he just stands without moving an inch. All the Bones in my body screams for release, the release of my anger, I need to unleash all my anger on him if not it will definitely eat me up.

“I’m sorry.” He says regret laced in his voice, and when I turned my head and looked at him in the eye, the look on his face just makes my heart crumble the light I had glimpsed last night in his eyes is now gone. Instead I only see endless pools of regret in his eyes.

“Suddenly I feel all the more disappointed and my body sag in fustration. “Just let me go,” I say weakly “Just let me get the hell out of here.”

“I’m sorry, I truly am.” he says again as he stares at me and then at his feet. “I didn’t know. I thought––I didn’t know,” he say starmering and mustering his words repeatedly.

“He then reached for me, and I immediately flinched.” When he noticed my reaction he froze, his face tight, taut and hard as if I’d hit him.

“I didn’t know,” he said yet again, and though I still didn’t understand what he's trying to say, I wasn’t about to ask. Right now, I don't care. All I care about is just wanted out of there.

“You should be sorry, because what you did was unforgivable I know it partly my fault and I also enjoyed the sex too but am not “Regina”.

“Am not her and I'll never be her. You failed to notice that last night. I thought what we had or rather the passion we shared last night was mutual but it seems it was all in my head” I say dryly and angrily.

“I know and am sorry but last night was incredible and mind blowing. Have never experienced the kind of click we had, that passion we both shared and I don't regret it at all but I also shouldn't have said what I said this morning am sorry” He says with a pained expression on his face.

“If you would just give me a chance, I'll tell you all you want to know"Alex says in desperation.

“So there's really someone then”I whisper more to myself. I guess it's normal I mean he's just some stranger and has a life for himself, and me? Am just the girl that had a one night stand with him.

“But why does the thoughts of him having another in his life makes me so mad!

“The anger and betrayal only seem to intensify as my thoughts continues to run wild. I don't even want to hear the lies he wants to spurt out this time.

“Just tell me one thing. Was I just an object or play thing to you. Or was I just a funny and interesting case you picked up from the streets?”I ask, suddenly dreading his answer.

“You know what? You don't need to answer anyone of my questions because now I just feel dirty, and disgusted at myself at behaving so wanton. I know we aren't in a relationship and it was only a one night stand but you know this isn't fair right? It isn't fair to me nor to you.” I say with tears slipping from my eyes. It all was a damn lie again and I fell into it yet again. Each words I speak I could feel my voice rising and breaking.

“I told you everything about me, bared my heart and soul to you. I trusted you damn it and thought maybe you wouldn't throw that same trust back at my face. But instead you did the same, you broke my trust and not only that ...

“You broke me Alex”I say with a tear finally slipping from my eyes.

“There's no amount of apologies or sorry's that can fix this. So don't even bother, I better go now. The Midnight fantasy is over now so it's back to reality.”I say trying to fake a plastic smile on my face.

I could see the worry in his eyes as he takes his hand through his hair. “You don't have to worry about me, am sure I'll do just fine. Besides many people do “One Night Stands” and they still breath fine. So am sure I'll be just fine.”I say trying to stop more tears from slipping from my eyelids.

“I step around him heading out the door into the hallway all the way to the elevator. I step in pressing the button to the last floor. Just then I see Alex racing towards me those soft sexy grey eyes of his lock onto mine as the elevator starts to close in slowly.

“Goodbye Alexanda Zion Weatherson"I say trying to smile at him waving a little as I swallow a son threatening to slip out of my lips.

“Good bye Ollie”He says with still that same pained expression full of regret on his face.