Chapter 4

"Oh God, please make me come" I moan out as Jasper pushes my legs further apart while he flicks his tongue over my aching bud of nerves. I can barely contain myself as I stroke Harpers hard member making him moan. I take the head of him in my mouth looking up at him while he is on his knees next to my head. We could barely control ourselves on the way home but Harper had to drive and I was going to leave him out no matter how much I would stroke Jasper's thigh in the backseat.

Harper's head falls back groaning "I love your mouth, Eden"

I start sucking faster wanting to impress him and he pinches my nipples while I pleasure him with my mouth.

"Fuck, I'm going to come in that pretty little mouth" Harper's hips jerk and suddenly his warm liquid shoots onto my tongue.

I swallow quickly feeling his member pulse in my mouth. I catch my breath as Jasper's mouth leaves my sex to switch with Harper. I stare up at Jasper, his face full of dark lust "

You want me in your mouth don't you?" I nod moaning and his hand grips my throat roughly "Open" he orders and I obey.

I open my mouth, sticking my tongue out and he runs his member across the warm flesh groaning softly. My breath hitches as Harper swirls his tongue over my opening. My head falls back only to have Jasper to slip his hand behind my neck to hold my head up.

"You better not stop" He begins thrusting into my mouth. I grip the sheets feeling my thighs shake knowing I'm close to falling apart. Suddenly, Jasper thrusts into my mouth and I take all of him feeling him at the back of my throat.

"Fuck, Eden, take it again. Take it all" Slower, he eases into my mouth until his member reaches the back of my throat. I feel my whole body shake as Harper sucks on my sensitive bud and I can't take it any longer. I push Jasper back and yell out as I come. My body convulses and Jasper curses in the air releasing on my chest. As I'm coming down, Harper pecks little kisses on my inner thigh and Jasper leans over kissing my lips "Good girl"...

I'm draped over the couch with my closed laptop in my lap. Thinking about the events of last night and procrastinating. Jasper gave me orders to register for online class after I argued him down about it. He wanted me to go to an actual class but I thought it would be easier if I could just do it on my time.

Needless to say, I've been sitting around for about three hours still not registered and bored out of my mind since Harper and Jasper are at the office. They've been running their construction company since their grandfather passed it on to them after their father died. They prefer working from home but from time to time they have to go in to meet clients and what not so I've just been alone all day.

I didn't want them to get out of bed this morning and after stalling them for an hour they finally escaped my hold on them. After they went to work I was left to pleasure myself moaning their names in a empty house.

Since then I've just eaten breakfast, watched tv, and been on Wattpad reading stories. Basically doing everything but registering.

Breaking my thought, my phone vibrates and I don't even need to see the caller I.D. "Hello, Nikolai" Using his middle name, knowing it will throw him off. I hear him sigh and I giggle.

"What are you up to? Have you registered?"

I roll my eyes quickly opening my laptop "I'm doing it now" Clearly lying through my teeth. I knew he was going to eventually call.

"It's supposed to be done already, Eden. You better be registered by the time we get home in a few hours"

Seriously? He is trying to threaten me via phone call. "And if it's not?"

He falls silent for a moment "Eden, clearly you take for granted little luxuries like sitting on your ass. If it's not finished, you won't have to worry about silly things like chairs for a few days" His words soak in and I imagine being bent over his knee being spanked over and over until my ass is bright red and sore. The thought alone gives me little chill bumps on my thighs.

"Okay" I mumbles

"Good. We will be home later. Oh and we are having dinner with a client tonight so can you pull out place settings for the dining room table."

"Okay, I'll do it...after I register of course" I smirk.

"See, now we are on the same page. Talk to you later" He hangs up and I toss the phone on the couch. I stare down at my laptop going through the different programs till I find the one I want. I quickly register and go on about my day.

When night falls, I pull out the place mats sitting them on the counter knowing the guy will be home in a few moments. I go to my room and take a quick shower, slipping into a light blue sun dress. I let my hair dry into its natural loose waves while putting on light makeup. Just as I'm finishing, I hear the guys come in. "Eden!" Harper yells and I walk to him. "Hey" I jump into his arms wrapping my legs around him "Someone is being frisky" He mumbles kissing me. I laugh and he puts me down. I step over to Jasper who wraps his arms around me. I go to kiss him and he pulls back. "Did you register?"

I smile "Yes" and he leans in kiss me and patting my butt "That a girl. Did you take the place settings out?" I nod watching them loosen their ties.

"How was work?" I hop onto the kitchen counter while Harper starts rummaging through the cabinets for ingredients. Jasper comes and stands between my legs "Boring and interesting"

"why interesting? What happened?" Harper turns around "The client that's coming to dinner is bringing his new secretary who was our old secretary and my ex" Well that's just rich. I think back to a time trying to remember someone familiar and it comes to me "Gillian" I mumble and Harper's head shoots up from the fridge.

"How the hell do you know her name?" He walk over to me and I shrug "My mom might have mentioned her a few times while she was drunk. Isn't she tall with red hair and freckles?" Harper nods. Yeah, I'm jealous. Gillian is freaking gorgeous but she has a mean streak. Her and my mother engaged in plenty of arguments when it came to Harper. I nod back and Jasper catches my expression "Nothing to worry about, Eden" Those words would mean more coming from Harper's mouth. It's his ex.

I go to my room while Harper cooks and I guess I am gone too long because he comes looking for me. When he comes in my room I'm laying across the bed with my headphones in listening to Justin Timberlake. He pulls an ear bud out "You okay?"

I nod turning my head. "Mmhmm"

Harper climbs on top of me "Are you really that uncomfortable with Gillian being here? She is nothing to me, Eden"

I shrug "Okay. I guess I just feel insecure. She is beautiful...and a bitch if I remember correctly"

" Eden, any one can have a pretty face but if the inside isn't as beautiful then it's not worth anything. You are gorgeous inside and out, understand?" He smiles and I roll my eyes. "Yeah yeah. Now get off of me" Harper raises an eyebrow "You want me to get off? Really?" He starts tickling me and I scream out trying to get away from him. His fingers trail up my shirt and I pinch his side causing him to jerk "Okay, I quit" he holds his hands up.

"Not funny when it's you, huh?" I giggle and he leans done kissing me gently. He lowers his body on me and I wrap my legs around him. His hand roams up my dress and he moan when he feel bare skin where underwear should be. "Mmm, no panties today huh?" He runs his fingers down my thigh and caresses over my sex. Already wet, he brings his fingers to his mouth sucking the tip of his middle finger "So fucking sweet" I turn my head as his lips trail down my neck then when I open my eyes, I see Jasper standing at the door. I reach out for him and he walks over to the bed. Just as Jasper reaches to pull my dress down, the door bell interrupts us. I sigh rolling my eyes. "Just fucking great" I mumble and for once Jasper doesn't say anything except "I know right" Harper gets up straightening his shirt "Alright let's put on our happy faces"

They both wall out leaving me laying there. When I begin to hear voices I slowly get up, smoothing my hair down and fixing my dress.

"Eden" Harper calls for me and I throw my head back as I walk out. I put on a half fake smile as Gillian and her boss stand in the hall. Jasper begins the introductions while Harper stands there not really paying much attention. "John, this is Eden. Eden, this is one of our best clients, John and his secretary, Gillian"

John shakes my hand but when I reach out to shake Gillian's she gives me a look as if she is worth a a million bucks that can't be touched when in reality, a homeless person wouldn't give a slice of bread for her. I drop my hand looking at Jasper and he gives me a look telling me to drop it. I keep the smile on my face even though her cheap knock on perfume is causing my nostrils to burn. She still looked the same plus a few surgeries on her boobs and nose. "Harper, when did you guys start taking in charity cases?" She mumbles in his ear as we walk into the dining room. I pinch the fabric on my dress, rubbing it between my fingers as anger builds from her comment.

Jasper pulls my chair and as I'm sitting he leans over in my ear "Behave" I sigh noticing I've ended up sitting across the table from the fake 99 cent store Barbie. We start eating and Jasper and Harper talk business to John while Gillian and I sit quietly until she decides to open those Botox filled lips of her "So, Eden, how's your mother? I heard she was going through tough times with the drinking" She laughs a little taking a sip of wine

I stab into my chicken harder than I should "She is fine. Thanks for your concern. How's your nose? Still looks a little swollen there. You know those plastic surgeries take some time to heal and all" She frowns touching her nose gently before scowling at me "My nose is fine" I smile at her but it's not returned. My head turns when I hear Jasper clear his throat. He is looking dead at me like I'm a child causing mischief. I sigh hoping that I can go back to my room after dinner.

When Harper is clearing the table, I try to sneak away only to be caught by Jasper just as my hand touches the door knob "Where are you going?" He grabs me by the waist pulling me to him.

"Please don't make me stay out here with her." I beg putting on my best puppy eyes. He leans down kissing me softly, biting my bottom lip hard. My body warms sending little tingles over my skin thinking I'm winning. Then he pulls back.

"You are staying." Damn. He leads me back to the living room where they are having drinks and I sit, yet again, across from Gillian. She gives me a fake smile "Drink?"

I shake my head "No thanks" I turn to Harper who is talking about sports and I hear Gillian snort "Probably think you'll end up like your embarrassment of a mother"

My head swings around and I stand "Excuse me?"

She laughs "It's only a joke for heaven's sake. Everyone knows your mother is a flaming alcoholic" without thinking, my hand goes back and I slap her with all my might. She screams and I storm off. "I don't have time for this shit" I yell opening the front door and leaving. I need a walk.

Before I realize it, I've walked further than I ever intended. I throw my head back turning around. I couldn't stay in that house with that horrible woman. She just gets under my skin. When Harper started seeing her and stopped seeing my mother, the drinking and the beatings got worse. She blamed her looks, her age, her daughter. She blamed everything but the kitchen sink for Harper dating Gillian. I don't blame the guys for the misfortunes I went through living in that house but some of their actions contributed. I would never want to force them to give her attention just to spare me a night free of back slaps and insults.

As I'm walking back to the house, i hear the faint sound of thunder. "Please, please, don't start raining" I whisper and the first drop hits my nose. I start walking faster and within 20 minutes, I'm soaked in rain. I don't have my phone so I can't call Harper or Jasper to come get me. I don't even know what time it is. I know it's late though. I also know that they are going to be pissed when I get home.

When I finally get to the house I stand on the side walk seeing my breath in the air. Despite being cold and soaked, it beats the hell out of walking into that house to two angry men. I take a deep breath and go in. When I close the door, Harper and Jasper appear from the living room. The sound of dripping water from my body and hair fill the room. "Hi" I mumble. Harper goes to the hall closet and grabs two towels. He walks up wrapping one around me but he doesn't say anything.

I stand there shivering waiting for them to say something, anything.

Jasper steps forward and his expression alone makes me feel horrible. "I can't even look at you right now. Just go to bed"

I frown "But-"

"I said go!" His booming voice makes me jump and my eyes water. I stand there frozen as tears spill over. A familiar feeling washes over me. A feeling I thought I would have to worry about here. I am scared of him. The only person I've ever been afraid of is my mother and now I have to worry about Jasper too. He has never yelled at me like that. Suddenly, He reaches at me "Eden, go!" I slip from his grasp stumbling back until my back hits the door. I shut my eyes tight and then I feel a pair of arms around me. I flinch, opening my eyes and it's Harper. "It's okay, Eden. Let's go get you dry" He gives Jasper a look as we walk past him.

Harper takes me in my room and I stand in the middle of the floor as he removes my wet clothes. As much as I want to, I can't stop crying. "I'm sorry" I mumble and Harper stops. He places his hands on my face "It's okay. Deep, deep, deep, very deep down, I know she deserved it, but it was a crappy time to slap the hell out of her." I nod and with his thumbs he wipes my tears. He continues drying me off and when I finally see the time, it's after midnight. Harper puts me to bed, kissing my forehead. "Jasper didn't mean to scare you, Eden. He was just mad. We almost lost the client because to our surprise, he is now sleeping with Gillian so there was some damage control that needed to be done." I know he is trying to make my feel, but little does he know, under the covers my hands are still trembling.

He kisses me again before cutting off the bedside light and walking out. I pull the covers over me and roll into my side away from the door. I lay there trying to convince myself that Jasper would never treat me like my mother did. He would be the last person to hurt me that way but it doesn't excuse how he made me feel earlier even if it was just for a moment. For that moment, I saw my mother in his eyes. I fall asleep quickly, but not long. I wake to the sound of my door opening. I turn over and the hall light shines in my eyes before the door closes. When my eyes adjust, I see Jasper walking towards my bed. I don't move, I just watch him. He has on pajama pants with no shirt and has bed head although he probably wasn't getting much sleep. He pulls the covers back and climbs in. He turns to his side facing me and up close I can see red puffiness under his eyes. I didn't know what to feel in that moment knowing that he feels this guilty about what happened but I can't let him think that I don't love him.

I place my hand on his face then smoothing his hair. Jasper's eyes begin to water and I can't bare seeing him like this. I know he probably thinks he is turning into his own father. I snug against him feeling his body heat "Shh. It's okay, Jasper" I whisper. He sniffs burying his face into my chest "I'm so sorry, Eden" He repeats this a few times and I just lay there stroking his hair back. I stay awake until his slow steady breaths let me know he is sleep.

I wake up the next morning to Jasper tucking a piece of hair being my ear. "Good morning" he mumbles.

"Morning" I lay there looking at him trying to read his expression but I get nothing. Jasper stares down at me "Are you mad at me?" He asks.

I shake my head "No, it was just scary seeing you like that. I've never seen you that angry before. It just..." I trail off not really knowing what to say.

"I'm so sorry for the way I acted, Eden. I don't know what came over me. With the whole John and Gillian thing after you left then I didn't know where you went. I tried calling you and you wouldn't answer. I was more worried than angry. I just didn't know any other way to express it at the time" His expression saddens.

"It's okay. I'm just so used to my mom yelling and hitting me so I'm sure anyone can yell at me and I would be terrified. It's all I know" I turn my face into the pillow "I'm so damaged"

Jasper snorts softly "You're not damaged. You're fine." He kisses the side of my face "Do you forgive me?" He kisses down to my neck and I moan "Keep doing that and I will." Jasper chuckles laying back. I lay on his chest staring at the window.

"Jasper"

"Yeah" He strokes my hair.

"When...When are the three of us going to, you know, have sex?" I feel his hear bear pick up slightly but I don't know why. They've had sex so why is it a weird subject?

"We were waiting for you. We didn't want to rush you into it if you weren't ready. Why?"

"I was just wondering." Clearly leaving out the fact that I'm so horny that I can barely think straight half the time. Jasper looks at me raising an eyebrow "Just wondering huh?" His hands fall on my thigh before sliding up to my sweet spot. I gasp when he slips a finger inside of me gently "You want us here don't you?" The sensation sends a shudder through me. I've never anyone touch me there.

I nod softly as he pulls his finger out. I smooth my hair back, taking a deep breath. Jasper chuckles when I bite my lip. Cupping my face, he leans in kissing me hard. I run my fingers through his hair gripping hard and he rolls on top of me. "We can take care of this right now, just say the word, Eden." Jasper stares me in the eye searching for a glimpse of doubt but there is none. I want this. I want him and Harper. I nod gently and Jasper's jaw clenches. He gets up and grabs my hand leading me out the room. We go upstairs and he knocks on Harper's door. I can feel my heart beating fast and hard with anticipation. Finally Harper opens the door but he is fully clothes and in a rush. "Morning, you two"

"Where are you going?" I ask half disappointed. "Gotta swing by the office right quick then we all can go out for lunch so meet me at the bistro you both like around 1:00"

I sigh looking up at Jasper "Okay" and just like that Harper is downstairs and out the door. I shake my head "I'm gonna go take a cold cold shower"

Jasper laugh smacking my butt as I walk off. "There's always tonight, Eden"

I take a shower and put on a pair of short black shorts and a loose yellow shirt with some sandals. I put my hair into a sleek sock bun since it's getting hotter, I don't want my hair sticking to me. After putting on makeup and body spray I head downstairs. Jasper has on a pair of khaki pants and a black polo with his hair slicked back. "Well you look handsome"

"And you look gorgeous...seriously gorgeous in fact." He pulls me to him and kisses my lips. He pulls back and licks his lips tasting my mint lip gloss. We head out and decided to do a little shopping before lunch. Three shops and six bags later, we pass by a cellphone shop and Jasper stops. He reaches in my back pocket making me jump "Jas, what the hell?!" I say looking around at people walking by. Jasper holds up my iPhone with the numerous cracks and scratches "I think it's time for a new iPhone, Eden"

"My phone is fine! It's my baby" I snatch my phone and it's slips from my fingers crashing into the concrete before I can grab it. The screen slams into the sidewalk, cracking. "Fuck!" I hiss picking it up and Jasper just stands there smiling. "Shut up" I mumble as he opens the door for me. While in the store, the phone rep eyes Jasper a few times and eventually begins talking to him about my phone. I lean against the counter waiting for her to ask me for my information. I eye Jasper and decideto nip this in the bud. I step in front of Jasper pulling him to me by his waist "I'll be right back. I left something in the car" I run my hand up is chest and around his neck pulling his head down to me. I kiss him gently, biting his lips causing him to moan before walking off. When I look back the rep is frowning down at her computer and Jasper is smirking at me.

Finally the woman gets down to business and I walk out with a new IPhone after arguing with Jasper about him paying for it. As we exit the store, Jasper pats my backside "Naughty Eden" He mumbles "I like it" He opens my door for me and we head to lunch.

We arrive at the Bistro and we see Harper sitting at a table already. Jasper and I walk in and Harper stands kissing me before we all sit. Out of the corner of my eye, I see a woman staring at us in a confused manner. I frown and realize that Jasper's hand is on my thigh but I just kissed Harper a few seconds ago. The woman gives me a smug look before turning back to the person she is sitting with to talk about Jesus and the bible. I notice that the person doesn't even look interested in what she is talking about. I roll my eyes turning my attention to Harper.

"New phone huh?" He asks picking it up. "Yeah, Jasper made me drop my old one." He nudges me in the side and I jerk. "Okay, maybe I dropped it, but it was still his fault." The waiter comes with food and I assume Harper already ordered for us. As I eat my salad, Jasper puts his fork down "So, this morning, Eden wanted to tell you something" My cheeks warm. I'm definitely not quite ready to talk about this at the moment. Harper looks at me "Well..."

"Um..." I look around and people are too close for me to just say that I want to jump their bones out loud. The guys stare at me and I roll my eyes "I want to...have sex...tonight" I stab my fork into my salad and take a bite filling my mouth. I take a sip of water pushing the food down and suddenly the woman from the other table is standing before us. She looks like she is in for fifties but I'm not sure. She looks me dead in my face "You my dear should be ashamed of yourself. What you are doing is wrong and I hope you burn in hell" She storms off back to her table and embarrassment washes over me. "That bitch" Harper mumbles.

"Can we go please? I'm not hungry anymore" I push my plate away and Harper pays for the food. We all stand and Harper wraps his arm around me, protectively. We pass the woman sitting at her table clearly avoiding eye contact now. I stop and lean over to her "Instead of shoving your religion down this poor girl's throat, maybe you should find a man who can shove something down yours" The woman gasps loudly and the lady she is sitting with burst out laughing. Harper tightens his grip around my waist and Jasper pulls my hand.

One the ride home, Jasper is quiet. "Are you mad?"

He shakes his head "No" His voice stern and deep. I look in the rear view mirror seeing Harper's car following us. "Well, you're not talking so I just assumed..."

"Eden, I'm not mad." I see him grip the swearing wheel tightly and I know he is mad. He probably thinks I embarrassed him in public. I don't really know what came over me. It was like word vomit except I wanted to say it. That lady doesn't know me. She had no right to tell me I should be ashamed. I'm not, I love Harper and Jasper. We pull into the drive way and I grab my bags getting out. I take my time walking to the door not knowing what will happen when I get in. Easing past Harper and Jasper, I get to my room, dropping my bags at the foot of the bed. When I turn around, Jasper is there catching me off guard. He wraps his hand around my neck backing me into the wall. With his free hand, he quickly unbuttons my shorts "Maybe you should take your own advice, Eden" He pushes me down to my knees and start undoing his pants. My mouth begins to water among other places when he pulls out his length. He pulls my head back "Open that filthy mouth" I do as he says and he immediately slides his member into my mouth until I feel it in the back of my throat. He hold my head still, thrusting into my mouth. "You like having my rod in your mouth. You like when I shove it down your throat don't you?" When he pulls out of my mouth I catch my breath noticing Harper standing there. Jasper pulls me up only to push me onto the bed. Harper then takes over pulling my shorts off along with my shirt and underwear. Harper then undoes his pants and I sit up pulling his shirt over his head. I lay back feeling my nerves take over and Harper climbs on top of me cupping my face to kiss me gently. "Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes, I'm sure"

Harper reaches down between my legs to my sweet spot feeling the wetness "You are so ready" He kisses me again pressing his hardness at my opening I pull away from his mouth taking a deep breath. I look over at Jasper and he sees the nervousness in my anxious expression. He comes up behind me "Sit up" he I do want he says and he climbs into the bed sitting behind me. "Lean back" He takes my hands interlocking his fingers in mine as I lean back against his hard chest. Harper grips my thighs pulling me to him and I slide down a bit. His hands caress my skin softly while I take a few deeps breathes. I can tell he is a little nervous about this "Harper, I love you." He smiles at me "I love you too, Eden" He caresses my thigh taking a deep breath. I bite my lip and Harper pushes my thighs further apart positioning himself at my opening. Suddenly with one gentle thrust, he enters me. I gasp, squeezing Jasper's hands as Harper's girth stretches me. I never expected it to hurt like this because I never had anyone to explain it to me. My friends always said it was brief, like a pinch. They clearly lied their asses off. Harper stays inside of me giving me time to adjust to him. "Are you okay?" Harper ask and I nod "Mmhmm, give me a second" I rest my head against Jasper. He kisses my forehead "I can't feel my fingers" He whispers making me laugh a little which is why he probably said it. I turn to Harper giving him the okay and he pulls back a little. I inhale, sharply and a soft moan escapes. He slowly starts thrusting into me and as the pain lessens, it's starts to feel good. "So fucking tight" He groans and I can tell he is holding back. Finally be he gives me all of him and I let go of Jasper's hands and begin gripping the covers. "Faster" I whisper and Harper listens pushing into me faster. Jasper begins caressing my breasts, pinching my nipples, and biting my neck nearly sending me over board. Harper grips my thighs, picking up speed and I yell out his name.

"Tell me how it feels, Eden." Harper says and I let my head fall back "So good, please don't stop!" I take in every inch of him hitting my walls causing me my thighs to shake and suddenly Jasper reaches down to rub over my clįt. Harper begins breathing hard as he strokes into me over and over. I take in his body as it glistens from the sweat developing on him. "Oh my God, Harper!" I moan out as I start moving my hips to match his thrusts. "Come for me, Eden." Harper mumbles as Jasper pulls my hair pulling my head back to suck on my neck and shoulder. I dig my nails into his arm "Fuck!" I yell as I fall apart. I feel the walls of my core clench around Harper and he curses in the air and pulls out releasing himself on my stomach. I go limp against Jasper's body trying to catch my breath. Harper goes to my bathroom and comes back with a damp warm hand towel. I watch as he cleans me and I see a bright tinge of blood on the towel. He wipes himself off my stomach before tossing the towel in the clothes hamper. He climbs onto the bed and kisses me deeply "You are beautiful, Eden." I smile at his words and he looks up at Jasper "Brother"

Harper grabs my hands pulling me up to free Jasper. I lay back on the bed and Harper pulls on his boxers before leaning over the bed watching me. "This is going to be interesting" he mumbles. I wish I knew what that meant.

I look up at Jasper and his dark expression sends chills down my spine. He slides his hands around my ankles and I gasp when he pulls me to him. "I've been wanting to slams in your tight little püśsy for weeks"

He turns me over and slaps my backside. I yelp into the sheets as he spanks me and Harper grabs my wrist letting me wrap my hands around his. I dig my nails into his skin as Jasper spanks me harder. Each hard swat makes me wetter to the point where I feel my juices seep down my thigh. "Please, Jasper!" I beg and he stops. He grabs my hair hard "Tell me what you want, Eden"

"Fuck me, please!"

Jasper groans deeply "Say it again" I feel his hardness twitch across my backside. "I want you to fuck me, please"

"You want me to slam into you deep and hard?" Jasper slides two fingers into me and press my face into the sheets

I moan loudly "Yes, Please!"

"Mmm, I like that my girl knows how to say please. Let's see if you can say thank you after I make you come" He grabs my hips pulling them up. I look up at Harper and he leans down kissing me sweetly. Just then, Jasper slams into me and I pull away yelling. "Shit, Eden, you are so tight wrapped around me." Jasper slides out before plunging into me again. He slaps my backside as he starts pounding into me. Harper's lips are almost touching mine so I kiss him gently nibbling in his bottom lip. He groans softly kissing me a little harder. I yell out as Jasper fills me with each thrust and I can barely take it but I want more. I want all of him. I feel my forehead sweating and Harper pushes my damp hair back as I breath hard against his mouth. Suddenly my lips leave Harper's mouth when Jasper grabs my hair, pulling it. I yell out and with his free hand he smacks my backside. I begin pushing back against him. His breath hitches "You are so dirty for me, Eden. Your sweet juices all over me. You love getting fucked don't you?" He thumb presses against my back entrance and I gasp "Mmm, I can't wait to fuck you here"

I feel my walls tighten and I know I'm about to come any second. My thighs start to shake and Jasper groans loudly. I press my face down into the bed, biting the sheets as I fall apart. I yell into the sheet as Jasper keeping slamming into me until he pulls out "Fuck!" He releases himself on my back and I fall against the bed. Harper kisses my head "You are amazing, Eden" I giggle against the sheets "Stop, I feel so embarrassed" I feel my hair being smoothed back and when I open my eyes, Jasper is looking at me "I love you, Eden and you are amazing and beautiful so don't be embarrassed" He gets up pulling on his boxers before go to the bathroom. I hear water running then I catch a scent of Lavender as it fills the room. "Come on, Eden. Let's get you clean" I lazily slide off the bed shuffling to the bathroom. When I slip down into the heat submerges me loosening all my muscles. I sigh sinking down into the water and Harper and Jasper leave. I guess they are letting me reflect on what just happened between us. I always thought sex was supposed to be between two people because three would only make it complicated but somehow the three of us just fit perfectly.

I don't know when I fall asleep, but I wake to Harper and Jasper standing at the bathroom door. "Hi" I mumble

"Someone is ready for bed" Harper smiles. After washing me, Harper grabs a towel off of the bathroom shelf. I stand up and he wraps the towel around me. After drying off I pull a shirt on before crawling into bed. Jasper turns the light off and they both walk out. I roll onto my side replaying it all in my head. When I was a teenager I thought I would have a mother to talk about all these thoughts I'm having but I don't. She has her own problems and I'm sure she isn't thinking about me. I look at the clock and it's late but I know someone who is awake. I open my phone and call Quinn.

"Hello?"

"Are you sleeping?" I ask softly just incase she was.

"No, what's wrong?"

"Nothing. I just needed someone to talk to about something and I can't talk to my mom so I called you" a tinge of sadness hits my voice

"Okay, talk"

"I...had sex" I wait for her to yell or scream in excitement it like she does everything else but she doesn't.

"How do you feel? How was it?" Her voice sounds so genuinely concerned that tears come to my eyes.

My voice cracks and I take a deep breath "It was great but it was with Harper... and Jasper"

"Don't cry, Eden. So both of them?"

"Yeah. Well Harper did the actual deed. I don't know how to feel now. I've never been through this stuff. No one taught me about sex and love"

"You love them?" a hint of surprise mixes into her reaction.

"Yeah. Is it wrong?"

"Of course not. They've been there for you for years. I knew you would fall for them. I used to see how you looked at them. I'm happy for you, Eden. You deserve love and as far as sex, just ask what ever you want."

"Thanks Quinn. I'm really happy I have you in my life."

"No problem love. You get some rest and I want all the juicy juicy details tomorrow." She laughs and I hang up. I didn't need deep conversation, I just needed someone to tell and I'm glad I could tell her. I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders and I can finally get some sleep.

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