"Elis..." Jacob tried to say, gently pulling the boy towards him by the waist. "You're a lot of things to me, but...you also are whatever you want to be for me.

I love you, much more than you could ever think. When I first saw you...I couldn't wait to hold you in my arms and give you everything."

The boy stood there, face red with embarrassment, and hands-on Jacob's chest. He didn't know how to respond, no words would come out his partially opened mouth. There were so many feelings floating around the two, it was just them...close together. It was an unusual silence that neither wanted to break. " So, I can call myself yours..." Elis inquired with a tiny smile. "And you can call yourself mine...I could kiss and hug you all the time? I'd be able to say I love you without it being awkward...is that it?

"Jacob couldn't be more glad to hear those words. He needed Elis, he yearned for the boy's touch, lips on his. It was everything he wanted and more. The slight touches they'd have, those were his favorite. Sparks flew everywhere, his heart felt uncontrollable, and Elis was right there with him. "Jacob, will you...will you be my first? I feel comfortable enough with you, so..." Elis stuttered out. This was the exact words the man needed to hear, those five words: will you be my first. He knew what he wanted: Elis's body. Jacob wanted to tie him down and go full out with him, smearing blood on each other, empowering one another to chain their sensitivity whilst they kissed, made love with no one around. They wanted to start off from the collar bone, slowly biting their way down, imprinting their marks on one another. Elis wanted toys, Jacob wanted knives and relentless pain.

Neither could wait for the bedroom."Of course, I will. Nothing would make me happier to make love to you." Jacob replied surely. Elis smiled and kissed the other again, obviously on his tiptoes. His fingers ran through Jacob's hair, softly gripping it. The moment was beautiful, it couldn't get better; unless Jacob threw Elis on the bed and went full out with him. That, would make it so much better.

"Bedroom?" Jacob asked.

"Bedroom," Elis replied.

[ELIS]

I felt a tingly feeling on my neck as Jacob lightly bit down, making a small mark. He kissed all the way down to my navel, then got up and wrapped himself around my body; He buried his face into my neck and cuddled against me, intertwining our fingers. "Can I just hold you like this for a while? Before I go to work..." He suddenly said, still holding me. I simply sighed and smiled, giving consent and relaxing in his arms. It felt nice to be held, especially when it's in a protective and loving manner. Nothing could have made me happier, not even food. This was just too good of a moment to pass up."Does that mean I have to go to school...when you go to work?" I sadly asked him, closing my eyes..."Not if you don't want to, I'll see what I can do...no promises though. I'm not your parent...but I am your guardian, so that means I'll do whatever is needed for you." Jacob quietly said back. That...that was the moment I fell more in love with him. Good news, he wasn't technically my dad! So that meant i didn't have to say he's my parent or something, I would just say he's my guardian. Mine.

We laid there for a while, until Jacob let go and got up, making me low-key sad. I forgot he had to work, grown-up stuff. I'm glad I still had a few more years until I became an adult. Wait...what if...he dies before me? What if when I got older, he would stop loving me! He'd find a girl, date her, marry, have kids! I'd rot away and die alone. I bit my lip and felt the tears on my face, seeing Jacob rush to my aid and hug me. He wiped all the tears away and frowned, kissing my forehead. I didn't know what came over me...it was so sudden, too realistic. It scared me...what if it actually happened?

"Elis!" He shook me back to reality and sadly smiled. "You said that all out loud...why would you think I would ever leave you? People die...you need to accept that, it happens. No one lives forever, not even my love for you could give us infinite life, and vise versa. I'm sorry...but just know, I'd use everything in my power to stay with you as long as I can. Okay? "I blinked and tightly hugged him, feeling new tears form in my eyes. I was sad, but I also knew that he was telling the truth, especially the part about dying. It's just a factor of life, I needed to accept that. *sniff* Damn. I was crying again!"I don't want to leave you here by yourself baby, do you need me to stay here with you until you stop crying?" He quietly said, locking eyes with me. I shook my head and sniffled, wiping my snot off on his sleeve. He looked pissed~! He just took the shirt and slipped off the bed, grabbing another shirt. I threw the previous shirt somewhere in the corner of the room and giggle, seeing Jacob playfully scoff and walk out the door.

"No, wait for me Senpai! Notice me!" I yelled as I followed him out. I saw Jacob pulling things out of the fridge and setting them on the counter, writing something down on a sheet of paper. He looked focused, so it seemed best if i just watched. My tail brushed the floor with curiosity, wanting to be nosy and see what he was doing. There were all sorts of things, like fish sticks, water bottles, etc. "You can eat whenever you want, I'll be home at around 2:00. Don't make a mess you can't clean up." He said as he put the paper to the side I nodded and smiled, running up to Jacob and hugged him. He looked shocked at first, but hugged back, ruffling my hair and kissing my forehead. It felt nice to be loved... really nice. Everything I needed was here...food, water, clothes, Jacob."What do I get if I'm good, huh? Do I get a reward?" I asked as I let go..."Sure. You come up with an idea while I'm at work. I'll give it to you when I come back if you're good that is." Jacob replied, grabbing his jacket. "I'll see if can bring something back for you.

"I nod once more and watch his walkout. Perfect!

'Time to eat this whole box of fish sticks!'