#ScaryThoughtsTherapy

Title: Can't Go Out In This Hell

Dear me,

  Hey, do you remember your 1st day in high school? Me? It’s very memorable for me my days in high school. Mid term of our class, I went to the bathroom, the bathroom there isn’t like the bathroom you know. It has a storage room, and then there’s a lot of things stuck there for almost how many years.

I’m not like other stagy, I’m not very clean person, and I’m not rich. But when see the exact looks of our bathroom before, you will be baffle and will confuse if it’s a restroom or a garbage room. Sorry for the term but last student of my teacher, can’t managed to clean and separate the garbage and the usable things.

I appreciated, but when see this I think you will afraid? If you will go there or not? I’m stocked in the entrance of the bathroom, because I heard something. I don’t know, if there’s something whining or it just my mental delusion because of the appearance of the place. I tried to make 3 steps. Wind blown so hard, and I feel my breath wasn’t normal.

I opened the door. And what the fuck, that’s my first time sighting a bloody woman, she was glaring at me and smiling. I screamed, everybody get alarmed. I said to my teacher that I saw a woman with full of blood. Then they step on the restroom, I never saw the woman. They started to think, that I have a mental problem. This incident is bearable. The chapter of my life became worsened. The ghost inside the classroom.

Another day for us, my classmates enjoying eating her food.

“DON’T CONTINUE EATING YOUR FOODS, SOMEONE SOMETHING THAT PUT ON YOUR FOOD.” I said. But she didn’t listened at me. It’s Science time, one subject and then our dismissed. She felt uncomfortable that time. I told her again what I said this early. But she called me “Crazy, stop being insane. You’re not funny, instead scaring us. Just focus on your grades. It will be most scary, if you got 75 in this class.” She said to me. “Fine if you don’t believed, you will suffer more.” I said.

We smelled something. It stink, it’s a smell crap. Everyone looking at her, she felt embarrassed. And now she’s looking at me and asked for help. I raised my hand and asked to my teacher that we were going to clinic. But the truth is we were going to the bathroom. Yes, to the scary bathroom. When we go out she felt that she can’t take it, so she went in the bathroom and immediately out all of it.

The woman, is in her shoulder. I can’t even open my mouth. She place her arm on me. So I feel very cool, when the woman is very near at me. It’s so creepy. I never tell to her, that she takes that ghost until she went home. My mouth can’t speak. I went home crying,  my mother asked me why? But I never responded. I just keep it to myself what I saw.

12 in the midnight, the dog was growling. I saw my classmate soul outside the window. Fucking shit. My window is always open, because it’s literally stay open cause no lock. She was crying in pain. “I warned you but you didn’t listened to me!” I said. She was crying and scratching her hair. She can’t speak, but I asked her where’s her body. She was pointing her shoulders. “The ghost inside your body?” I asked. I don’t know what to do.

I check my shelves if I have bible. Luckily I still have it. I pray the English version of Our Father. I heard someone laughed. I continuing it. In every scary thing happened, prayer is a key. And then I asked her. “Who are you? Why did you get my classmate body?” I asked but she’s not answering, instead she slapped me.

“Your demons, you don’t have a place in earth. You’re just an ghost who can’t be forgiven forever by doing that sin.” I said in loud voice.  I know everyone in our place heard my voice, but no one could react.

“THE LORD IS POWERFUL, THE LIAR IS A DEVIL AND DEVIL WILL BE STUCK FOREVER IN THE KINGDOM OF HELL. I REVOKED THE BODY OF MY CLASSMATES AND YOU WILL GO TO HELL. STOP PROVOKING ME. GOD IS WITH ME, AND HE WILL PROTECT US NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED. HE’S POWERFUL THAN ALL POWERFUL IN THE WORLD. NO ONE CAN BEAT HIS POWER. AND I KNOW SCARY FACE CAN’T BEAT MY STRONG MIND, I’M WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND YOU ARE NOTHING. COME OUT NOW IN MY CLASSMATE’S BODY IN THE NAME OF JESUS, SHE WILL BE BACK ON HER BODY.” That time I didn’t imagine that my God will used me to save my classmate. She was collapsing and then something that the white soul of my classmate go back in her body.

It’s very cold outside, I let her in. The ghost disappeared. She sleep in my bed. I called her mother and said my classmate is here. She was very shocked.

“Hey, she’s here. What are you talking about?” Her mother asked me. “You’re mother said you’re there? Oh my God!”. I exclaimed.

“Babe, I don’t have a parents. Who’s mother are you talking about?” she asked me. I don’t know what happened that time. I poked her and checking if she’s real. “Babe, are you okay?” she asked. I checked the number and dial it again. But the line isn’t compatible and the number didn’t existed.

“Dear mighty God, please wake me up if it’s a dream. She don’t have a mother? But how it happened that I called her mother?” I keep praying.

“Hey Babe are you okay?” she asked me. This is not true.

“LORD HELP ME. THIS IS NOT TRUE, PLEASE LET ME BACK. PLEASE LET ME BACK TO MY FAMILY.” I said and keep praying on focusing in God.

“Hey, what’s happened? What are you doing? And why are you kneeling outside, it’s dirty.” I heard my mom voice. Thanks Lord I wake up again. I run into my mother. Even if I’m always argued with her, I never let her gone in that quick. And I saw my classmate also here. She’s laying in the cement. I wake her up. I’m so shocked when she hugged me and said

“You’re still in hell.”

--End of Hide and Seek 2--