Akash PoV:

Park arranged with red and white roses in the form of heart. I am on my knees with red rose in hand and Indu infront of me.

"Indu,I don’t know how to express my feelings in words.But,I love your anger,innocense,purity,kindness and helping nature.I love you.Will you marry me?" I said

I woke up from my sleep shouting.

"NOOOOOOOO"

Mom,  dad and angel came to my room hearing my shouting.

"Akash,what happened?" asked dad.

"Are you ok?" asked mom

"Yes,I am ok.I got a dream or nightmare, don’t know exactly" I said closing my eyes.

"Take some water.Then tell me wats that nightmare" said mom.

"I got a nightmare in which I am proposing to Indu" I said

"Wow..thats amazing.Its not a nightmare my brother.Its a swt drm" angel said smiling.

"It should never happen.Because I love only my childhood friend.Till now I never felt like this for any girl.I don’t know whats wrong with me.I just like her as a frnd but…" I said slowly.

"Akash,don’t worry.Take rest.Its just a dream and not true.Be cool. However God is the one who decides your lifepartner.  Let's see" dad said and I nodded.

They left from my room.

No.It should never come true.I thought to make her smile but I don’t know.I should stay away from her till I am clear. Why am I so disturbed thinking about her?  Am I forgetting my childhood friend and started attracting towards Indu?  How can I? I love only my childhood friend and not anyone else. 

Where are you my love? When will you come into my life? Am I able to find you ever?  How can I express my love to you? How can I explain how important you are to me, in my life?

I closed my eyes to relax and then went out toa college where I sponsor for poor students education.

I saw Indu in that college.  What's happening to me. Though,  I thought to avoid her,  fate is making us to meet again and again.  Indu saw me and came to me.

"Why did you come here? Didn't I tell you not to bother me anymore? Why are you disturbing me like this? I didn't want to talk to you. Please leave me" Indu said increasing my frustration.

Why do she think that I am following her? What she is thinking about herself?  Till now no one blamed me like this.

"Stop it Indu.What are you thinking about yourself? Do you think I am a flirt?I made it clear to you many times that I have no intention of flirting you.

If a boy talks to a girl and asks for friendshp,it doesn’t mean he is a flirt or a bad person.Come out of your bullshit imaginations.However I didn’t come here to talk to u.

You know what.I am not disturbing you but I am always disturbed by your anger.I think you never consider feelings of others.Till now,I am so good to you but you never realise it.I am tired of you.As you wish,really its the end.I never bother you again.Good Bye" I shouted on her in frustration.

Everyone in college looked at us with my shouting. Her eyes filled with tears making me feel guilty. As I am getting attracted towards her,  I showed my anger on her which is on myself actually. I cursed myself for hurting her who saved me when I am all alone and had no hopes on life.

Just then I noticed Principal coming towards us.

"Indu,I came here to introduce Mr.Akash to you" Principal said and looked at her.

"Indu, are you ok?  Why are you crying?" Principal asked her in concern filled tone.

"Ya mam.I am ok.As I slept late at night studying,suffering with eye irritation" Indu said

"Ok fine.Go home and take rest.Don’t stress yourself too much.By the way,he is Mr.Akash,sponsor for 25 poor students in our college,about whom yoi asked many times.

Mr.Akash,She is Indu,our college Vice President and topper of college.She was so inspired by your helping nature and admires you a lot. She is also a sponsor for Shantinivas orphanage n CRY foundation.She used to sponsor them through part time jobs and by winning prize money in competitions" Principal introduced us to each other.

Now after knowing her nature,  I felt very bad for shouting on her.

"Hello,Glad to meet you" I said avoiding eye contact with her.

"Hi,Thank you and nice to meet you" she said.

Principal left from there.  I looked at her and she went away leaving no chance to me to talk anymore.