chapter One

I have to go to my office but I need to make sure you get home. when I got in the hummer I slipped.  sending my dress to fly up he saw my underwear. I tried to stand but my foot was hurting too much so he lifted me off the ground. I felt his hand slide around my waist. The cold air made me tighten up. He asked me why I was scared but I just laid my head on his chest and cried. He touched my cheeks and I felt my face turn red. The closer he got the more I wanted him. He is my boss. If I could stop myself from catching feelings for someone like him I would. my phone starts to ring. breaking the silence I reach to get out of my pocket and it's jay he might be calling to see what happened to me. star are you going to get that? no, he is fine. it started to rain, we sat in his car then he kissed my cheek and said if you let me I want to show you how much I care.

Hey, star, how many times did you call in to tell them you are not coming in? twice I don't want to see his face. Do you know how it feels to be left waiting for your date to show up? no, but come on baby girl you need to get over this. Jay I love you but boy don't you ever tell me to get over anything. Great, now the boss is calling to thank you that star. hello sir, you need us for 

something good will be there. no, tell him I don't feel well. You can tell him yourself he only needs me and Emma. he is coming here to see you. Jay, if you leave me here with him I will never talk to you. Well goodbye because he is on his way over here. Jay no, don't leave. I don't want to see his face right now. He hurt me and there is nothing anyone can do about it if you let them in. I hate having you here with me. It makes me feel unhappy. Star, you know I got busy.  you broke me so I don't care I quit working for you there is nothing left for you here so just go. 

Hey, star, how many times did you call in to tell them you are not coming in? Twice I don't want to see his face. Do you know how it feels to be left waiting for your date to show up? no, but come on baby girl you need to get over this. Jay I love you but boy don't you ever tell me to get over anything. Great, now the boss is calling to thank you for that star. hello sir, you need us for something good will be there. no, tell him I don't feel well. You can tell him yourself he only needs me and Emma. He is coming here to see you. Jay, if you leave me here with him I will never talk to you. Well goodbye because he is on his way over here. Jay no, don't leave. I don't want to see his face right now. He hurt me and there is nothing anyone can do about it if you let them in. I hate having you here with me. It makes me feel unhappy. Star, you know I got busy.  you broke me so I don't care I quit working for you there is nothing left for you here so just go.

Star you don't mean that come now this is not the end it can't be I don't want it to be. well sorry because I am done with your games. you hurt my feelings you called me a hoe because I picked up the phone for a friend you said you don't want me. Yeah, that was before I knew it was just Philip you were talking to. I just thought that it was a guy that you were on the phone with. it was yeah, my little brother so please get the hell out of my house. Don't touch me I don't need you in my life you are my boss, not my boyfriend or my husband my friend Jay was right. This is wrong. Goodbye sir, go back to your girlfriend. I bet you thought I did not know about your girlfriend. She called me when she saw you talking to me but I did not trust her but now I do. she is going to love to hear about the way you played a girl who liked you for five years but hey it's