๊ง๐๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฌ๊ง
๐๐ง๐๐ก๐๐ฅ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐:
I tossed in bed and opened my eyes widely. Sleep was nowhere near me. My eyes travelled to the vintage iron wall clock, which was hanging on the wall. Coincidentally, the clock struck at midnight. I sighed and pulled my body out of bed. The cool breeze kissed my cheeks through the opened balcony door. I closed my eyes. All the silence of the night was dissolved by the memories, which had all the happy and sad memories I shared with my 19 years old sister Payal and 12 years old brother Sunny along with our dear father Manish Singhania.
My lips twitched into faint smile and tears welled up in my eyes. I opened my eyes and looked at my mother, who was hanging on the wall in the photo frame with a never-fading smile in her lips. She had left us when Sunny born due to huge blood loss, the dark day of my life. I had grown up seeing my father hiding his sorrows behind his smile and showered his love on us three.
I always longed to do something for my father out of my earnings to see his pure smile. I had gifted him a lot, which just made him smile. I couldn't get satisfaction in those smiles. I wished to feel his happiness. But when I came to know the thing in which his happiness lies, I was taken back. I was not ready for it. I had dreams. As for now, I was just working in a Star hotel as chief Manager. I wished to open my new hotel and start a school for orphan kids. I knew, If I had told my father about my dream, he would have made it a reality within a second. But I wished to do all on my own without my father's support at back.
I had washed out all my dreams to see his happiness. His happiness lies in playing with his grandchildren. I gave up my dreams for him. Tomorrow, by this time I would be in my soon to be husband's room as his wife. I should leave my home as soon as Haldi ceremony (๐จ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐) over by today afternoon. I should leave my family behind as soon as I hold my fiance's hand in the name of the wedding. I should be loaded with much more responsibilities as a wife, sister in law and daughter in law of my new household. I should have to take care that my new responsibilities shouldn't affect my existing responsibilities as a daughter, sister and mother to my siblings.
In these all, my dreams would be long forgotten.
I touched my mother's photo frame and caressed it gently. My heart became heavy. Who would look after my siblings just like me hereafter? I had given them motherly love to date. Hereafter, how would they be?
Why it's, girls, should always leave our birthplace for someone new in our life?
All these thoughts just made me sleepless. I walked to and fro in the room until it dawn. Finally, Sleep God took over my tired body.
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๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ด๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
~๐ฎ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐โฏ