“Oh my god! Rose you don't have to do that! What if someone finds out what you’re doing? shit my mom's going to kill me if she finds out that I’m with you again".

"What's wrong? I’m just helping her". I said while continuing my job.

"What the fuck are you talking about? You don’t even know her! Oh my god! What i'm going to do now? I don't want to end up in jail. Fuck! Why did I hang out with you in the first place, Fuck! Fuck! fuck!"

I didn't mind her and kept stabbing the body in front of me. I saw the finger flinch so I stood up and changed my position. Now I'm sitting on her stomach. I saw again that one of her fingers flinched.

"He-l-p..."

"Huh? I've been stabbing you for the straight ten minutes and you can still utter a word. And also, I am already helping you. How dare you ask for someone's help when in fact I am helping you right now. How dare you, ha? How fucking dare, you? I said while gritting my teeth.

" Hey black girl I need your fucking answer. Hey? hey? ... Why don't you answer me? You’ve talked earlier right? … You dare to ask for help…Hey! I'm losing my patience" I yelled and stabbed her in different parts of her body. I stabbed and stabbed and stabbed and stabbed and stabbed.

" Hey, Rose, we need to go. I think someone saw us".

"Don't want to leave yet... I need her answer, I am not leaving unless she answers me".

"Ow? She is a mess now Kitty, what I’m going to do with her” I said and look up to her.

"shit, I don't know. I've got to go I don't want to end up in jail with a psycho" then she ran away. Runaway… far from me. I look at her back, why? Why? Why are you running away from me?

“What did I do wrong? Why are all of you running away? Why? I didn’t do anything… so why? WHY?” I kept shouting until it became mumbled. I looked at the lifeless body beside me and asked “Do you want to run away too?”. But I didn’t do anything bad… I heard you earlier… you want to die but you don’t have courage, right? And since I have a lot of that I am just helping you little human what’s wrong with your dummy brain? You… all of you…

“ST- STAY A- AWAY FROM HER” I heard someone shout. I looked where it came from and saw a small figure, I walked where it was. And saw a little lamb, he’s body was shaking but when I looked into his eyes I was mesmerized. It seems like I was lost from his beautiful eyes. Like I was in heaven for the first time. And I love that feeling. It makes me high; it makes me happy; it makes me feel alive again. But…

“w-why did you kill her? yo-u don’t hav-e the right to take someone’s life.” He said in a shaking tone. “Well, that’s what she wants. I just helped her. What’s wrong with that?”

“did she say s-she wants your help b-itch”. I laugh so hard, the way he stutters is too cute. I can’t help but to get amazed. He just called me bitch knowing that I am now covered with someone’s blood.

“Are you scared little lamb? You stutter too much. Hmmm… since you have pretty eyes…” I pause and act like I am thinking “you can go home and I will forget that I saw you here. Are you okay with that?”.

“No- I need to keep you away from Agatha’s body”. He said

“Ow, so her name is Agatha hmm such a beautiful name”.

“But I prefer to call her dumbly black because she’s too dumb hahaha”. I laughed.

“No, she’s not dumb i-n fact she is the top of her class.” Are you not afraid of God? Why did you take someone's life that easily? Only God can take human life. Are you not afraid to be punished? Are you not afraid to go to hell for what you did? You must repent for what you’ve done. God will help you.”

“wow… hahaha that speech is so heart whelming hahahaha.” I laugh for a second time around then stop and look at him with my burning eyes. “Listen little lamb I am not afraid of what I did because there is nothing wrong with that, I am just helping your crush”. “she’s not my crush”. He shouted.

“Yeah right, no need to shout, let me continue okay? Don’t you fucking interrupt me again did you fucking get that?” I said while looking into his pretty eyes. I saw him gulped.

“As I was saying I am just helping Agatha, I heard earlier that she wants to die before her mom finds out that she is pregnant with the boy named Christopher, the bad ass junkie boy in the neighborhood, you know him, right? She was crying like crazy earlier and she kept telling her friends that she wanted to die and I decided that I should help her so I did. What’s wrong with that? And you’re talking about who? GOD? YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME LAMB. YOUR GOD IS NOT TRUE.” I said as I grit my teeth with that word.

“No God is true; he is the one who made us; he is the-”.

“HE IS THE ONE WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS” I shouted and he flinched. “If he is true then he should’ve help me those days, he should not let me suffer, he should not let me experienced hell, he should let me feel alive, he should let me enjoy my childhood, he shouldn’t let me to have this roses, he shouldn’t let me to taste a blood, he shouldn’t let me to have this nightmare every day every night. And lastly, he should save me, he should save me from her. Did you hear me?”.

I saw him crying “I’m sorry.” He said as he looked at me with those eyes. No, no please don’t look at me… don’t look at me with those eyes, with those eyes, don’t look at me with your pretty eyes that show only pity, no please no it will wake my desire up again no please, “Run” I said while looking down and crying.

“I SAID FUCKING RUN” I shouted but he just stayed there with those eyes looking at me. I walk towards him and grab his neck “I said run, why? Why are you still here?”.

“Because I want to comfort yo-u, I -wa-t to hug you and fee-l that God is-” I tightened my grip as I heard that word. “Stop talking, stop mentioning that word.”

“God is always there, watching us, guiding us, helping us, save us, and love us.”

I saw the ice pick that I used earlier and picked it up. “Your God is not true, let's see if he can help you as you say, if he loves and cares for his children let’s see that hmm?” I said and lifted the ice pick to the air.

“I can help you meet your so-called God”.

By the way, I love your eyes.