When I got back to our room Dylan and Steven were still drinking, I saw from my peripheral vision that Hailey looked at me probably thinking why I did stay that she must stay away from Steven. I just did not look at her and seat. I heard a moan from behind and when I look who’s that, I saw the Liam, Howard and Daniel having sex with those prostitutes.

An image of Dylan and I doing dirty things in an empty room suddenly popped out. She laughs inside. “I think you need to let me out now”.

There she goes again, I rolled my eyes no one is looking at me right now so that’s alright to talk to her. “Why would I do that?”.

“Because your desires keep calling me. And I will fulfill all of your desire”.

Dylan is having a conversation with Steven right now and Hailey is still sitting beside Steven. The amount of alcohol that I drank earlier has now come out because I will let her out. “You will not regret that you let me out”. That is all I heard and everything went black.

“I miss being outside, finally I will be able to come out now. This is just the beginning of our journey no I mean my journey”. For now, I need to fulfill Rebecca’s desire. I am sure that she will love it. I remove my gloves and put it next to me. And look at Rebecca’s man. Hmm… not bad. He is also one of my tastes but I prefer more masculine and have a sharper look like the man at the parking area earlier. The last sex that I had was two years ago I need to confirm if my performance is still the same.

I move to Dylan’s side and put my head to his shoulder acting like I am too drunk. It's good that Rebecca drank too much alcohol or else I will need to think another way.

“Are you okay?” I heard his soothing voice. Wow! I did not imagine that he has this kind of voice. “I am just too drunk I think, just let me stay in this position if that’s okay with you”.

“Yeah, feel free to use my shoulder”. He answered and drank from his glass then continued to have a conversation with Steven. I saw that Steven guy look at me. I just lifted my right brow at him then he shifted his gaze back to Dylan.

I closed my eyes and moved my head more until my nose reached Dylan’s neck and purposely breathed some air there. I feel his body is slightly stiff because of that. I laughed my dear Rebecca. I hope you will remember this night.

I pretended that I did not know what I was doing and planted soft kisses to his neck. This time I felt his body shake probably because of my kisses.

“D-do you want to get home?” he asked me. I slightly open my eyes and give him a nod.

“Dude, I think I need to let Rebecca take a rest, she is too drunk and cannot drive on her own. So, we will take our leave. Thanks again man.” I heard his voice and Steven guy just said “Yeah, let me know if you need my help.”

“You think you can walk?” he whispered to my ears. Wow… that’s so sexy yeah.

“Yeah, I think I can make my way downstairs. Just help me to get my things. He gathers all of my things then we head to the door. I saw him look at Steven and mouthed thank you again. That pissed me off. I wanted all his attention on me. I looked at Steven and gave him a motherfucker finger. I saw his forehead creased; you deserve that asshole.

The path that we’re now taking is not the same when he and Rebecca enter that room. But we still ended up in the parking lot. I saw my car there; I was looking for the sedan car from earlier but I was not able to find it. Maybe he left, it’s one in the morning right now, I should look for him. I just can’t forget his eyes.

My mind gets back at my target when I hear him click his keys for his car. Nice car… hmmm from what I heard earlier he is an unemployed man; how can he afford this kind of car. Ahh… I don’t need to think of that. “Hey, give your address and I will take you home.” I heard him say.

“My head is spinning right now; I can’t even remember my own address.” I acted. “You can take me to your home.”

“Are you sure about that?” he asked.

“Yeah, just keep driving.” Then I rested my head on my seat.

“You should not drink too much next time. Look at you? You look like a mess.” He said then laughed at me.

“Stop making fun at me. You would not like it if I made fun of you.”

The car stops because of the traffic light.

“Try me Rebecca.” He said and was still smiling at me.

I looked him in the eyes and suddenly gave him a kiss. His eyes are now wide open and also his mouth maybe because of the shock on my sudden move. I just keep my eyes open and lock it to his gaze. I started to move my tongue and seconds later he responded to my kisses. I felt his hand move to my butt cheeks and started to caress it. I moan at that feeling. I grab his hair and deepen the kiss. We were making out in the car when we heard a sudden horn from other cars behind us. I retained my seat without breaking our gaze. We heard another horn and his attention got back on the road.

Something came out of my mind. I put my hand at his pants and started to caress his shaft. I heard his moan and his shaft made a tent in front of his pants. “Stop doing that Rebecca, I might not be able to stop myself.” He said while trying to remove my hand out of his pants. But I did not let him. “Who said that you need to stop yourself?”. He looks at me for a second and gets his attention back to the road. “Just let me do this.”

After I said that he removed his hand from mine and let me continue what I was doing. I keep caressing his bulge and I can’t hold back myself. I put my hand to his pants inside, then feel his shaft. I heard him curse and step on the gas. “Be careful” that’s all I said and continue my business.

My eyes are still on the road but my hands are doing another job. Minutes later, I felt hot liquid spurted out in my hand. I remove my hand and grab a napkin on the dashboard. “Sorry, I can’t hold it back anymore, your hands feel so good.” He said and I said “Just keep driving so we can do something more than that.” He looked at me and said he didn’t know that I had this side. I just keep my eyes close and rest for a while.

I felt the car stop when I opened my eyes, we were at the parking lot already. He shows to the guard his Id and the guard let us in. While we’re inside the elevator he keeps asking if I was sure about this. And I said yes a million times. The elevator sounds ‘ding’ giving us signals that we have already reached our floor.

We stopped in front of the white door and he clicked his password then his door opened. He suddenly grabs my hand and kisses me and I step back until my back hits the wall. He lifted me to the air without breaking our kiss. I place my legs around his hips and grab his hair to deepen our kiss.

I didn’t know that we already reached his bedroom. He lay me down carefully to his bed and looked at me with his languid eyes. This is the last time that I will ask you. Are you sure about this Rebecca?

That’s the 9th time that you ask me since we arrived here. And this is my 10th answer. Yes, I am sure about this so please let me feel the paradise again. As those words came out of my mouth. He kisses me gently again. I felt his hand gently touch my left breast inside my long sleeve that I’m wearing. He stops for a moment and he patiently removes the buttons on my sleeve one by one. Next is my skirt.

Only my undergarments left. And he’s looking at me like I am the most beautiful woman who he 's met. I remove that thought and get back to my business. I remove his shirt and kiss him again. He kissed me back and I shifted our position. I am now on top of him feeling his bulge down there, moving my hips to feel more his shaft and I moan inside his mouth. Our tongue kept colliding and he started to touch my breast. His kisses started to move up to my ears, down to my neck and collarbone ‘til it reached my left breast. He licks my breast and slightly bite my nipple taunting it while his other one plays my left breast. I hurriedly remove my brassiere and let his other hand play more on my nipples. I am still sitting on his shaft and I started to pump my own vagina on him even though he was still wearing his boxers.

I moan at the sudden feel. Fuck this feel so good I really miss doing this I kept saying at the back of my mind. If I succeed I will be able to feel this every moment. I was about to reach my destination when he stopped me and removed his boxers and my underwear. I smiled at him and looked down shit it’s too big but I can take it. I held his shaft and he guided me.

“mmm…” I moaned when I felt his shaft inside me.

“shit…” he groaned when I started moving. I bite my tongue while looking at him. I saw his flicker with more lust and grabbed my neck and kissed me hungrily, I kept moving up and down in a fast pace then we placed his both hands on my side to guide me while his kisses travelled down to my breasts. And his eyes are still locked on mine.

“umm… yes baby…keep riding on me… yes… mmm…” I heard him moan and he started to move his hips.

“Ohh fuck Dylan… fuck… mmm… keep doing that, ahh... ahh ahh… baby that its baby umm…” I moan.

“You like that huh… umm... you feel so good Rebecca I hope we can do this again... umm”. We kept moaning each other's name and I was about to reach my peak when suddenly Dylan removed his penis out of my vagina and stood. “what the fuck you doing? Put it back here”. I said in a pissed voice.

He laughs and pulls me towards him and kisses me aggressively. He slowly makes me bend down and he moves at my back he still kisses me when I feel his shaft inside me again. I moan at the sudden move. He licked the back of his ears and that aroused me more. His move started to get rough so I reached for the headboard of the bed and held tighter.

I felt his left hand at my side supporting me while the other one was one my breast kneading it. “moan my name Rebecca, moan my name”. he said while thrusting deeper to my pussy.

“Ohh, fuck me harder Dylan… ohh…. Dylan that’s it baby ahh… ahh… ahh…” I moan when he hits my spot. I saw him lick his hand and wipe it over my pussy. I moaned again at his touch.

I keep moaning until I exploded. My knees are shaking but he keeps thrusting hard. Later on, he removes his shaft inside me and start to pump it drastically. He lay down beside me and looked into my eyes. “You’re really beautiful Rebecca. Even in the dim light your face is shining”. He said while touching my cheeks. I just grinned at him. “Thank you for the compliment, though I hear that a lot”.

“I thought you would not like this, you know… you turned down my offer.”

I didn’t answer him and closed my eyes. I felt that he kissed my hair and took his leaves. Maybe he is going to take a bath and can't blame him. He came twice today. I look for my brassiere and sleeves so he can’t see the scars on my bare back. No one should see this; I will not let them see my weakness. I lay down back to the bedroom and let myself welcome the darkness.

I hope she will love this once she wakes up…

I woke up in the sudden light hitting my eyes. I was about to open my eyes when I felt arms that link on my bare waist. My brows automatically creased. I didn’t remember that I’m with someone when I got home last night. Then suddenly memories from last night keep flashing to my head.

I let her out. should not let her out. No, I should not let her take over me. I should fight the desires that I was feeling last night, I will not let her ruin Dylan. I sat up on the bed and held my head. It keeps spinning and I want to puke, that’s not me. I look at Dylan’s face before standing up and pick all of my things on the floor and put it back where they should belong. I was about to leave when I saw Dylan’s hands move, I quickly grabbed a pillow and put his hand above it. I should leave his place before he wakes up, I don’t know how to face him after what Rose did last night.

I saw my purse in the living room and I quickly grabbed it. I make sure I am presentable before I step out of his house. The guard who duty last night gave a smile and greeted me on a good morning. I just smiled at him and walked towards the taxi bay. After I told my address to the taxi driver, I closed my eyes. It’s five thirty in the morning I need to sleep more. I feel like there is a heavy metal on my head, maybe because of the alcohol and the thought of Rose taking over last night.

I quickly take a bath to cleanse myself. As soon as I finish, I just wear new under garments and lay down on my bed to continue my nap. I woke up at the sound of my ringtone, I tried to look for my phone using my right hand but I don’t think that I put it besides me. So, stand up while rubbing my eyes and look for my phone. I found it in my bathroom and to see who was calling. I saw Dylan’s name register on my screen, my mind and body woke up out of time. I hesitated if I would answer his call or not. He possibly asks me about last night, the call ended and I let my breath out but it is just for a moment, his name shows up again on my phone screen, I let out a sigh before answering his calls.

“Hey, why did n't you wake me up?” he asked in a low tone.

“I, umm… just don’t want you to wake up.” Answered while stuttering.

“Can we talk later?”. He said.

I cleared my throat and said “I am sorry I need to settle my documents first; you know that I need to submit it all on Monday, right?” I replied to him and asked if we can talk next time. I heard him sigh on the other line before saying yes. I remember Rose last night that she hopes I will love what she did. And a part of me agreed with that but I can’t let her again out. I do not know but I saw a glitch of her thoughts, but I can’t assure if that is really her thoughts or she is just making that.

I made my breakfast and headed outside, I needed to fix my documents first to get a job, my aunt called me and said that she cannot send money because something happened to her stay in the Philippines. And I need to earn my own allowance and provide my own food, that was the opposite words that she said to me before I got here, she also said only the house that she can provide while I am staying here. So, here I am ended up working in a restaurant, thanks to the manager he hired even my resume is blank.

As soon as I got in the Work relation office the lady in charge asked me how she can help me. And I told her what the documents I needed before I started my job on Monday. While waiting to process my documents I saw a cat that looks like a kitty, the cat that I saw in my garden. I walk where it is, its’ resting I pat its’ head and its’ eyes open. Wow, she has an odd eye, I looked around to see if someone was looking at us. I grabbed him and let him rest on my arms and get back on where I’d sit a while ago. I kept patting his head and I felt someone in front of me, I did not mind who it was, and kept my attention on the cat.

Someone cleared his throat twice. I found a pair of shoes standing in front of me. When I lifted my gaze it was the man from the parking lot last night. I was dumbfounded at his face. He has a sharp jaw, his brows are thick like his eyelashes, his stubble makes him more attractive and his hair is styled in a clean cut. He is wearing a brown leather jacket paired with khaki pants and leather shoes. His eyes got all of my attention. I cannot leave my eyes on him. I think if I keep staring into his eyes, I will lose my consciousness but I cannot help myself. He has a tantalizing eye like this cat. But there is something missing there. I saw loneliness and anger?

“That’s my cat.” He said in a deep voice.

My senses got back in a second upon hearing those deep voices. But my eyes keep looking at him.

“I said that’s my cat. Give it back.” He said and lent his hands. I look at his hands and it’s too big something inside me crave for his touch. I shake my head at that thought. “Stop it Rebecca you just had sex with someone last night.” I talk to myself. Ahh… maybe its Rose thoughts not mine. Yeah, it’s from Rose not mine.

“Hey, are you listening?”. This was the last time I looked at him and said, “I said give my cat back.” He said while his forehead started to crease.

I put the cat in his hands and the cat made a sound while looking at me. “I’m sorry I thought no one owns him, don’t worry I did not give him any food.” He just stared at me for a second and said “next time make sure not to touch him.” Then he left. What was that? Did I do something wrong? I just touched his cat. Last time in the parking lot he seems playful. Did he have a mental disorder like me? I heard Rose laugh and say “I like him, should I make him mine?”. “Shut up, I need to talk to you later.”

I heard the woman who processed my documents calling my name. She gave me the documents I needed and I said thank you to her then I left. I saw the guy talking to the guard. Before reaching the door of my car I heard him say thank you to the guard. It caught my attention because the way he said he talked to the guard is different from when he talked to me earlier. I just did not bother and opened my door and drove. I need to eat first before I go home. It’s already three in the afternoon and my stomach started to growl.

I park in front of Mc Donald's and turn off the engine of my car then take my purse at the dashboard and come out of the driver’s seat. I was about to open the door of the restaurant but someone already opened it for me… I rolled my eyes at the sight; guess what human it was the guy from earlier. I looked at him and he just passed by me but before that he left a message for me again “You’re in my way”.

“ugh…” I groaned and just made my way to the counter. I heard him take his order and saw the cashier and other waitress gawking at his body. I want to say to them they should not be; the cashier makes some movements while she repeats his order. I laugh silently. She should not waste her time.

The cashier is still gawking at me even though he is already sitting near the glass door. I cleared my throat to catch her attention. She just eyed me with annoyance and I just raised my left brow at her. Then I told her my order. I look for a table but the only available one is near the glass door, near him.

I was about to sit when my phone rang, he heard that and looked at me. I just raised my brow at him and sat at the table beside him. I saw Dylan’s name registered on my screen. I sigh and answer it.

“Hello”.

“I really need to talk to you right now Becs. I don’t know what to do. I kept thinking about last night.”

“Dy, I really can’t right now I’m too tired. Don’t worry, let's talk next day. Is it okay?” I asked him.

“Fine. But I want to clear something now.”.

"What is it?”.

“We're still okay, right? I mean we are still friends, right?” he asked me.

“Of course, we will talk about it when we meet okay?”. I make sure he understands me.

“yeah, thank you”. He said and ended the call. And my order arrived with nice timing.

I am now eating my burger when I saw from my peripheral vision a pair of eyes were looking at me. When I lifted my gaze, I saw the earlier looking at me but when our eyes met, he suddenly stood up and left the restaurant. I just shrug it off and continue my business.

I got home at exactly seven in the evening after I finished my food at the restaurant, I decided to roam around and my feet brought me to the mini forest that I saw on my first day here. I was about to get inside but a guard saw me and warned me not to, so I just roam around and I found another place it’s a river and I saw in the sign that they called it Reedy river there’s a lot of tall grass and rocks scattered down there but I still manage to go down there.

I kept calling Rose in my head and after fifteen minutes she answered me. She said that she was so sleepy that she did not hear me calling her name. We talked about what happened last night. I also asked her about what I saw while I was inside our mind. I told her that I am able to see her thoughts when I am inside of our mind.

She denies what all I saw from last night, she said that she is happy for being inside me and for letting her sometimes come out. And thank me for waking her up after two years. She said that she would not come out without permission, at first, I did not believe her but when she started to say something that made me believe her.

We left the place exactly nine in the evening, since I brought my car and the path that Dylan and I took last time is different. I got lost but was able to come home.

I am about to go inside of my house when I notice a particular car beside my house. And the lights coming out of the house. Do I have a new neighbor?

That’s nice I will welcome whoever it is tomorrow, since I am new here too and my other neighbors welcome me too, I should do the same thing to keep the peace of this neighborhood.

Kitty ran towards me and I put her to my arms, “You’re probably hungry baby?” hmm… poor thing, wait for me here and I will prepare your food.” She meowed probably to understand what I was saying. I put her on the sofa and walked towards the kitchen. I grab the can of her food and transfer it to her tray. I placed it where she could do it peacefully and called her.

She ran happily and ate, I just sat beside her and watched her eat, I smiled and suddenly remembered my past by looking at her eating, I pat her head. “Rose? Do you also remember that time when no one wants us in?” I asked her. “I will not forget that day. I. will. Not.” She said I calmed her down because I noticed that my hand suddenly tightened while holding kitty’s head. Kitty hissed at me, my satisfaction at her reaction was too high. We laughed and said that’s it kitty, you must be brave for you to be alive. We must fight for our life.

I walk to my room and lock my door. I did not bother to switch my lights on. I remained sitting for five minutes clearing my mind before I decided to stand up and take all of my clothes.

“thank you, for not letting Dylan see my scar Rose.” I thanked her.

“You don’t have to thank me. Even I, I don’t want someone to see that again, we must erase who will see that. Or else it will haunt us down again. We need to ready ourselves. Nightmares are starting to show up.”

“Yeah.” That’s all I said and covered myself with others in the bathtub and closed my eyes.

I woke up because the doorbell kept ringing. I looked for a towel and covered myself. I didn’t bother to dry my hair and just got out of the bathtub and walked to the door. When I opened it, my eyes opened wide as the image appeared in front of me. I cleared my throat before asking him what he wants.

“How may I help you?”

“The grandma from that house asked me to bring this to you.” He said while his other hand was pointing at Mrs. Glenda’s house while the other one handing me pink tapper wear.

“Thanks, please let Mrs. Glenda know that I appreciate it.” I said to him he just stared at me. And the way he stares at me creeps me out. “You hypocrite, you like how she stares at us hahaha.”

“Do you need anything?”.

“No, just give that back to me tomorrow its mine.” He said while pointing to the tapper wear.

“Ow… okay I will remember that.” I said then he left.

When I closed my door, I could not help but to lean on it and let out my breath that I kept holding for a moment. His deep voice makes my knees weaker. “Did you see the way he stares at us Rebecca, Oh, my god, can you let me out when he shows around? I want to make him my doll, he’s so handsome Rebecca can you let me out? Rebecca, I promise I will not do anything that will harm us.”

Rose shouted in my head, I covered my ears and let out a sigh. This is what I hated about her when she started to want something. “Keep calm Rose, you need to stay calm.” We will talk about it later.

“No, I want your answer now, I need your confirmation now.” she kept shouting.

“Stop it Rose, you said that I will be the one who will make the decision if I will let you come out or not.” She stopped whining.

“You promise that to me, earlier when we talk.”

“But I just want to-” I cut her. “You promise me.”

“Fine.” She surrenders. I look at the tapper wear I’m holding. I walk to the kitchen, open my fridge and put it there. I need to complete my sleep; I am too tired for today's happenings. I just went to the living room and opened my tv, I started to scan on Netflix and saw the Lucifer season three came out. I saw a kitty lying on the floor and picked her up to put her beside me. She licked my cheeks when the episode started to play, I also started to pat her head. I felt that she was starting to fall asleep after three episodes.

I am now watching episode seven when I felt my eyelid starting to fall. I did not mind fighting the darkness and letting myself succumb.