Pleasures and Regrets

“Listen Scarlet, you can do this. Don’t let him over-power you in any way ”, I told myself whilst looking in the mirror. When I eventually opened the door to step out, hunger hit me like a truck. In more ways than one. My favorite pizza and my favorite man. One had toppings and one was missing a top. It was like he was trying to seduce me and he was winning this game effortlessly. He had a pair of grey sweatpants and it was like somehow he was even hotter. Luckily, a temporary fix was in place for me. My hunger for food right now is way greater than my hunger for him. I stormed past him and grabbed the pizza and started to chow down like a hungry beast. When I suddenly stopped at the feeling of someone staring at me, I realized my mate was staring at me in absolute shock.


“The pizza was for both of us”, I looked down again and saw one slice left.
I held the box toward him. “No, it's fine. You can have that. I’ll just have the dessert” he said to me with that stupid grin dancing on his face again. I was never a true fan of dessert, so it didn’t bother me that he would be having it all. When I had finished, I went to go lay down on the couch and caress the food baby I had just created. All my plans went out of the window when Asher’s figure stopped me before I could plop down on the couch. I started to breathe heavily and his grin became bigger. He was so close to me I could feel his bulge on my core. I looked down slowly and snapped my eyes back to his. “I said I'd have dessert” He moved my hair out of my face and flipped it onto my back to expose my neck. I was frozen in position or maybe I just didn’t want to move.


His touch made those sparks fly down my spine again and pooled in my panties once again.
“And what will that be” I said, surprising myself once again at my own words. He smirked and cupped my cheek before he said “You”. He then picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as if it was instinct. He then took me to his room and laid me down slowly whilst kissing my neck. A moan escaped my mouth. His grin grew even bigger as I could feel it against my neck. He started to glide down to my collarbone whilst he started to pull the shirt up to my waist, exposing my red panties.


When he saw them, his eyes went black for a moment before he started to pull them down.
He then moved them to the side and parted my folds .The sparks flew through my body every time he touched me. He suddenly put his thumb against my clit and a loud moan echoed through the room, making me bite down on my lip. He looked at me with amusement. He then moved his finger in circles while rubbing my clit, slowly increasing his speed, and it felt so much better than when I did it myself. I grabbed a fist full of sheets trying to keep my body still and my moans increased, bouncing off the walls as if they were a speaker system. He suddenly stopped making me snap my head to look at him, as I was about to ask why he slid his finger into my core and I lost any control I still had.


When he pumped his fingers faster and faster in and out of my core, I was a moaning mess.
I was consumed by pleasure. “Ash I’m…” I got out through the moans trying to warn him to slow down so I wasn’t having my orgasm too soon because I didn't want him to stop. “C*m for me”, he said, and so I did. I rode out my orgasm and when I was finished, he pulled his fingers out of me and took my juices into his mouth. Making me wet for him again. A satisfied groan left his mouth and he grabbed my thighs and started moving his head towards my core. When I closed my eyes to experience the sensation even better than before, the voice in my head screamed No .


I suddenly pulled myself together and pulled myself away from him.
I got off the bed and stormed to the other room, locking myself in. “You’re so stupid” I said to myself. I let him overpower me. “Red”, I heard from the other side of the door. The door handle went up and down as he was trying to come in, but I didn’t let him in. “Ash, please leave me alone” I said, trying to chase him away. “Scarlet” He said my real name for the first time in years. It was quiet for a minute or two when he spoke " Goodnight". I heard him say in a soft tone before he stomped his way to his room in defeat. I laid down on the bed and tried to fall asleep but all I could think about was what had happened between us. I was supposed to beat him at his own game and here I was giving in to him so quickly I seemed desperate. After watching the ceiling for what had seemed like hours and replaying the events in my mind, I couldn’t even recognize myself. I was a virgin but one wouldn’t guess it with my actions of tonight.

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