Section 3: Shyness


Back home, 'Xin Ya' had already cleaned up the house and opened it up.
Women this kind of animal get together, always more harmonious than men, in less than half an hour, the two women as if they hadn't seen each other for many years of girlfriends, not the slightest sense of strangeness. 'Xiao Ya' mouth is also very sweet, a mouthful of a'sister-in-law', called 'Xin Ya' in a very pleasant mood. I went over to listen to the next. It is true that there are many women's topics, starting from clothes and shoes. You can talk about celebrity gossip as well as a variety of food and drink.
After dinner, I took 'Xiaoya' to the supermarket to buy household goods; 'Xinya' did not go; she has to guard her online store; she said the night is the time to order the most.

Since 'Xin Ya' opened this store, all her spare time is spent on it, although the monthly income is only enough for pocket money, but she is happy.
I used to complain that it was a waste of time for her to open an online store, and it also interfered with the mood of our lives. But she would always comfort me by saying, "Hubby, it's good to earn more money when you're off work anyway, or else I'll serve you well at night, okay?"
On the way to the supermarket, 'Xiaoya' said in admiration, "Your sister-in-law is really a wise woman.
"
I laughed and stretched out my arm to her, and Xiaoya then took my arm very obediently.

'Xiao Ya' seemed to feel a little uneasy and said, "'Sister-in-law' won't be jealous when she sees it.
"
I said, "That's a lot to be jealous of; my sister and my mom go out; are the left ones, the right ones?
"
Returning home from the supermarket, 'Xinya' said to 'Xiaoya': "The rented house will only be vacated in a couple of days, so you'll sleep with me for the next two days, and let your brother sleep on the sofa in the living room.

Xiaoya strongly disagreed and said, "That's not good; I'll just sleep on the sofa.
" I thought to myself, "This little girl has really grown up.
In the evening, Xin Ya and I made love in our room as usual, but in my heart, I always felt strange; it didn't seem to be the same as usual.

"Hubby, gently, Xiaoya is here.
" Xin Ya bit her lips tightly and moaned intermittently in a voice that she tried to suppress. I looked at this white body underneath me, and in a trance, it had become 'Xiao Ya'.
The feelings of longing that had been buried for many years all of a sudden tumbled out, and as I squinted my eyes and looked at the blurred face with its disoriented features, one moment it was ''Xin Ya'', and the next moment it had turned into ''Xiaoya'', my excitement and impulses grew higher, and the impacts became more and more ferocious.
'Xin Ya' was shivering and trembling underneath me, her death grip on the pillow, her nasal grunts already slurred, only her rapid breathing remained.
"Hubby, wear a condom.
" The woman underneath her changed back to 'Xin Ya'.
'Xin Ya' twisted her body, deliberately controlling her expression, biting her lips hard to prevent herself from making a sound, but in the end, she couldn't hold back and soon chirped like a lark.

"Hubby, don't.
It'll be heard outside." Her whole body suddenly spasmed up; her face was pale, and she was panting as if her soul had gone out of her body. Xinya had actually climaxed.
It ended a long time ago, 'Xinya's' body still trembling slightly under the aftermath.
She is a woman who is slow to pleasure; I almost forgot her. The last time she had an orgasm, when was it?
"Hubby, you got it inside again; it's always like that; you'll get pregnant.
" 'Xinya's' soft words were infinitely gentle; obviously, she was very satisfied with the feeling of her body. This time, I could not hear the flavor of reproach, as if it were a loving murmur.
I said, "If you're pregnant, give birth.
" Xin Ya face suddenly a little bleak said: "Marriage is not yet married; how to give birth, how humiliating ah." So, struggling to get up, she said, "I go to wash.".
I looked at her wrapped in a towel and opened the door out of the back, ashamed but mixed with a hint of loss.
I was ashamed that I had just fantasized about her as another woman. Lost is that we desperately save money, but never enough to come up with, in the 'Pujiang' to buy a house down payment.
Xinya is a petty woman; her principle is: no house, no marriage, no sense of security.
However, the 'Pujiang' house, which we wage earners can afford to buy,?
Looking at Xinya's back, she sighed.
Every time I finished, she always rushed to run to the bathroom to clean, as if to show how dirty I am, so that I always have a feeling of being disliked and strange.
The next day, I was in a trance all day, my mind a moment 'Xiao Ya', a moment 'Xin Ya', how can it go away?

'Xiao Ya' popped up at some point.
With a weird expression on her face, she came to my side and whispered, "Brother, you bullied your sister-in-law again last night?" I pinched her cheeks and said, "You girl, you are actually eavesdropping on children's matters."
'Xiao Ya' said mischievously, "'Sister-in-law' was so loud, I'm not deaf.
" He made a face and left.
I looked at 'Xiaoya's' childish appearance; buried in the bottom of my heart, memories kept turning over.
I couldn't help but sigh that God had played a big joke on me; if it wasn't for hurting the winds and customs, 'Xiao Ya' and I might have been a pair made in heaven, a pair made on earth!"
Back in the bedroom, I told 'Xinya' what 'Xiaoya' had just said, and 'Xinya', her face red with shame, pressed me to the bed, pinched and bit me, and made sure to make me promise that before 'Xiaoya' moved, she was not allowed to do bad things.

Then lie beside me and softly say, "Hubby, we should not buy a house in the 'Pujiang'.
I have a classmate in the real estate company; she said that their company recently had an activity; if I go to buy, she can not only take care of her performance, she can also give us a 10% discount".
I said a little guiltily, "Right now we don't have enough money for a down payment.
"
'Xin Ya' said, "Ask your parents to ask for a little bit of it; the big deal is that we will pay them back later; they do not want to see us suffer so much, right?

I said, "No, you know the situation of my family now; they are not rich.
Besides, I don't want to be labeled as an old man. Do you like men who only nibble at home?"
'Xin Ya' said with a hint of unhappiness on her face, "It's been a few years since I came out, living here every day, just like a passerby; when will I have my own home?
"
I hugged her, sighed, and said, "Okay, wife, just give me a little more time, okay?
I've stuck it out for so long; what do I care to wait a little longer?". 
'Xin Ya' complained, "I'm almost thirty; I don't have a house; I don't have a place to live if I want to get married; I can't even have a baby.
" I couldn't help but let out a long sigh. All these years we've been together, we've never argued over anything else, only the matter of buying a house.
I know that 'Xin Ya' recently watched the TV series 'Snail House' again, thinking about the house all day long, as if she were poisoned.
This drama reacts to the struggles and sufferings that a young couple, 'Su Chun' and 'Haiping', go through under the pressure of housing prices. They can't afford to buy a house in Jiangzhou, so they have to live temporarily in a cramped alleyway all year round. 'Haiping' has been trying hard, but in the end she could not change the embarrassing living conditions, and even after giving birth to her daughter, she could only send her back to her hometown to be raised by her parents. And her younger sisters, 'Hai Zao' and 'Xiao Bei', also have to face the pressure of saving money to buy a house. With such a plot, one can't help but sweat over their plight. However, what is even more touching is the humanity and values shown by each person in the face of poverty and pressure. While Haiping has always been under the pressure of life, her younger sister 'Haizao' has embarked on a saddening path under the test of reality. In order to help her sister reach her heart's desire, she has cheated on her sister with the mayor's secretary, 'Song Siming', and this kind of betrayal to herself and others This betrayal of herself and others is doubly heartbreaking.
I know that the story of the two sisters, 'Seaweed', has deeply affected her, and I can only guiltily hug her and tenderly say, "Okay, you give me a little more time; I will definitely not let you down, okay?
" , 'Xin Ya' did not say anything, huffed, and turned out of the bedroom.

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