Chapter 13

After their conversation, they start to live their life with Liliana according to their plan. Every night after Liliana goes to bed lily would go to her home and every morning she would come back to his house before her baby wakes up from her sweet sleep. Liliana became so much attached to lily she doesn't even spend time with her dad. Even not with others. She would always be seen with lily. Even she introduce lily to her every friend, people she knew, her neighborhood, even a street dog knew that lily is her mother. Only her mom. Everyone who knew her was very happy that this bundle of sweet finally find her mom. But they were confused about one thing, where she was all these days?

Lily was so happy and pleased to see Liliana that much cheerful, lovable by others how she wishes if she gave birth to her, to carry her for 9 months in her womb? But she knew the reality. The reality was too bitter to handle, especially for this little angel who was becoming her heart which she lost once. It finding its way through Liliana and she was happy about that. She knew she was betraying this poor little soul, she knew she and him was not a complete or normal anything. They were not and never will be. Things will never be the same, she was noticing everything how he was trying to bring those memories which they used to share once. He knew he remembers everything about her but he didn't know or didn't try to understand that whatever he does, it doesn't affect her anymore. Sometimes he plays a Korean song and starts dancing with Liliana.

One day she was making something for her baby after some time she heard some noise, she heard their screaming. She thought something happened and she ran towards the living room but when she reached there the scene just caught her attention. There he was dancing crazily with their baby. Liliana was mimicking Jimin and Jungkook. They were dancing in the song "boy with love". She was watching them from hiding behind. He was trying his best to copy Jungkook but Liliana was getting frustrated with her papa "papa, no, not like that, do like jungkoo...no you are not doing right...papa look Jimi, Jung Koo, they are so cute...papa you should learn from them."

The way she was scolding her dad by placing her hands in her hip, she was looking so adorable. On the other hand, he was pouting and digesting her every scold like a small boy, "baby I am not good like them, but papa can dance another one, I am very good at it, shall I show you?" "no...do it like Jung Koo...I don't like your dance, papa BTS is so good, I love them so much" "but papa loves you more, don't you love papa?" "no papa they are soooo good. You can not dance like them, you are no good" with that she puffed "baby...(sigh) ok, should I dance like this?" "no...like that" a giggle escaped from lily's mouth. She was happy and overwhelmed by seeing their papa-daughter sweet time. She then went for cooking. After some moments when lily came with food, she saw that he was pleading to her baby to forgive him while his baby was not ready to forgive him and sat in her baby chair by folding her both arms and pouting a little.

Today was the same, as 2 days ago. It's been 2 weeks since she is here with them. She was enjoying every moment with her baby. Even Chris gave pause to his work just to approach her, to remind their old times, old moments. He knew he was selfish, but he also knew how much she changed herself, but no one can completely fade her old self and that also goes for her.

He knew there was still something left within her, there was still some pieces of his little flower who was hiding somewhere, it just to need some flame so that she can come out and embrace him like old time. He just wanted to hug her, soothe her pain, he wanted to be the reason for her smile again, he wants her to be called him Chris again. He wants her to have fun like old-time, to hold her in his arms, to count stars, to dance like crazy in their favorite pop, he wants her to dance with him like carefree like she is doing right now with their baby. The thought of calling Liliana their baby feels like they are been married and they are living their beautiful life.

He knew that's not easy but he still has a chance. He searched about her that she has no boyfriend right now, but there's a rumor about her and some businessman. They have been seen together so many times but they didn't confirm anything. So he still has a chance, chance to show her how much he has regretted, how much it kill him when he was with Sophie, the show they put on in front of the world. No one knew how he was suffering. He has to tell the truth, he knows, he knows for sure that when she will hear his explanation, she will forget her all pain, all anger. That's why he was trying, he was trying with his all so that she doesn't leave him again.

He knew that she was resisting herself because of Liliana otherwise she would have been burst all her anger on him. He wanted to tell her everything but he was scared if she will understand him or not, will she will give him another chance or not. He was scared to lose her again that's why he was taking very slow, he wanted to show her how he was repenting everything he said back then, how he was very serious about this, how he realized that he was a fool all this time who tried to convince himself that she was only his friend but it was love, it was love all along. He was actually in love with her when he first saw her but he was dumb, dickhead, out of hid mind. If he did accept her love, give them one chance then Liliana 2 or more siblings by now. So he was trying his heart out and they have now their baby who will help her to win, he was now planning to ask her for a date and she agreed because of their sweet SugarPop. Obviously, for her, it will be a family or friendly dinner between the three of them but he was thinking what to do for the date, what he should prepare, what he should wear, how should he show so that she can see his sincerity. He knew he was behaving like a teenager who is going to take his crush for their first date. But for him, he doesn't care, if he feels like this, so be it. He was waiting for the night to come.

Lily pov//

Its been two weeks.Two weeks since she met Liliana. Though at first, she thought how she will manage her new life, that little cutie who was continuously calling her momma since when they met but nowadays she became used to it, she has become her happy pill, her reason for joy. Whenever she calls her momma, it feels like nothing is better than this. Did really all mothers have to feel this kind of peace? sometimes I wonder. Whenever she ran into me and I carry her into my arms it feels like she belongs to me, she is my, only mine baby. The way she mimick me, like me she also likes dancing, she very carefully observes all my dance videos but not all because some are not appropriate for her age so I set it private. I love the way she tries to act like me, dance like me, dance with me in Kpop song. Sometimes in fact I have kind of forgot that she is not my own but still I have the right on her and always will be.

I became so engrossed in here that I have been even forgotten about my life, my people in Spain. Yesterday Val called me about how more days I am gonna stay here then I had to explain everything. But then she asked me if I have said anything to Jake or not. I forget about Jake in these 2 weeks. When I said no then she said that it was Jake who told her that I was gonna stay here for some days and since then he was acting strange. But the fact was since when I came here neither I did called him and nor did he. She told me that 2 weeks ago he went to meet her and from that day she felt like something was off with him. I felt strange because Jake was not the one who sits still. He was like a storm, who didn't know how to stop. Is something wrong with him? I mean he always calls me or asks about me. But nor did he call me or whenever I call him it always goes to his voicemail. Is he something planning or what? because silent Jake is not good at all...

I am now getting ready for tonight's family time. At first, I was not ready because I was not ready to go with Christopher anywhere. I knew how he was doing something which can remind me of our old-time but he should know I am tolerating him for my baby. He doesn't know there will be some problem if he tries to reenter in my life. I knew how he was trying to approach me but I don't understand why the hell is he doing this? I mean he has given his answers 5 years ago and he did live his life according to his plan, he not only marry her also gave birth to a beautiful baby. Just because I am back and his wife is dead that doesn't mean he can have his way to play with my life. There is no doubt he is a perfect father for Liliana but in another way, he lacks many things. I have to talk with him about this, I mean he has to stop his childish way and get out of his dream world so that he could only focus on Liliana not on some impossible things and if he thinks that now he has become all high and mighty I still will not give him a damn, sometimes I want to punch him but anyway I should not think about him and should focus on my baby. I can deal with him later.

I was now ready and waiting for him to receive me. I have told him so many times to give me the address of that restaurant but he was like no he will come to fetch me and he will also bring our baby with him then we will go together. I know it feels strange when I say "our baby" but it has become the fact and she is indeed our baby legally so no matter how weird I feel or no matter how I feel awkward with him or no matter how I feel or whatever I still feel about him I try so much to remove it but I think it will remain forever. I don't know how Jake will react. Though we were not in relationship terms but everyone who knows about us...they also know that how jake is. He never acts rudely or shows his power before me but he is the kind of person who will never let any other man roam around me. He always shows me and everyone how much he serious about me. I don't know what will happen when he will know about me living or pretending like a family with Chris. But he also has to understand that I have to do it because of my baby, who is also now more important than him and even more than anything.

I was in my dream zone then a sudden doorbell wakes me up. I think they are here. So I stood up from the couch and went to open the door. Dad is not here, he is off to handle some business matters and I told the maid to go home because I am going to eat outside.

I open the door to greet them but when I saw the person my eyes got widen and before I react, that person attacks me.

Chris pov//

I was getting ready for our dinner date/date/family dinner. I thought I should take Liliana with me according to plan but mom told me she will handle her and I should go alone to have some friendly talk with her. She also wants me and her to get back again. Though she doesn't know the whole truth still she forgives me. She loves lily as her daughter. So she said best of luck to me.

Frankly speaking, I was damn nervous. I didn't ever get this much nervous in my first audition or big-budget movie release. Only she can make me like this, excited, nervous, happy, over the moon. I was hoping that this night will go according to my plan. I will start as friendly talking, if this night goes smoothly then I will pass the first step. Let's see. With that I hop in my car and ready to go. I wore some casual clothes because she doesn't like fancy and I didn't want to feel her like I am trying my best to impress which was true.

I wore very casual clothes because she doesn't like fancy and I didn't want to feel her like I am trying my best to impress which was true

On my way I bought some lily for her, she loves all types of lily but I thought I should buy a bunch of white lilies.

A few minutes later I was finally reached outside of her home. I was so nervous but something was also not feeling right. As if something bad is going to happen, as if some storm is waiting for me, I don't know why I was feeling that but I shrugged it off. I was about to press the doorbell then I realize her front door was ajar. Strange! she or her dad never keeps their door open like this. Now I was having bad thoughts, something was off. I entered the house, there was no one but her bag was on the couch. I thought she might be in her room or someone else has barged into their house. So I ran towards her room and heard some noise. I was not having good feelings and I was freaking worried about her. But when I open her bedroom door I don't know why I saw or what did I do wrong that I had to see that scene. The scene makes the bouquet fell from my grip. I don't think I can ever forget this...how...oh, my god...

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