Third person pov...

Chris was shocked,devastated,scattered by her sudden slap.He just stood numb ,he looked at her ,she was busy caressing other man's bruise,but here his heart has already been bruised .Why she is not looking at his bruised heart?why she is not caressing her wound,why she is not looking at him the way she was looking at that man.

When jake said yes to her he just couldnt believed what just happened in front of him.When he kept kissing her,giving her assurity that he will never let her down and she kept kissing him back chris felt like someone was stabbing his heart more and more.Without stopping for once,he couldnt breathe,he wanted to stop everything was happening around him.He wanted to stop her,beg her not to do that,not to give her to him officially,he wanted to hug her tight,kidnap her and leave this people,leave this fake world.

He wanted to beg before her,on his knees,he wanted scream at her to stop all of these,his heart was aching,his heart was aching so much that he couldnt bear that paim anymore and punched jake.Even he knew that it was not jake's fault but he couldnt stopped,he kept punching jake so that his pain can reduce for a  little bit but no...when lily slapped him it felt like his heart stopped beating.It feels like time has stopped.He looked at his lily,it felt like he doesnt knew that girl anymore.His lily,his flower is so innocent that she never raise her hand on anyone,here she finally raised her hand on chris.

On the other hand,while lily was caressing jake's wound her eyes accidentally fell on chris.He just stared at her and she notice that her slap left marks on his cheek.For a while she felt sorry but when she saw jake wince from pain her blood get boiled and walk towards chris.

How dare you huh...how..dare..you...what do you think of yourself?how many more times you will ruin my happiness..do you hate me that much that you dont want to see me happy?when did you become this much selfish?huh?since when...why did punched him?wait...now...i get it...you are jealous...you are jealous of him..jealous of our happiness...jealous of our relationship...your ego dont want accept that how this fat,ugly lily get another chance in life?huh...tell me...tell me damnit...

"no...what...what...are you saying...please flower dont...(choke)dont say like this..please...dont do this...please its hurting...please dont go with him...please...give...

"dont you dare to finish your sentence...chance?huh...are you fucking kidding me?and...dont...fucking...call.me..flower...she is..dead...that flower is dead...here...now...its lily...jake's queen...his fiancee...would be mrs.jacob kington...and dont be like so cheap...just look at yourself...and look at him...you both have wealth,both have fame,both have status...there are so many women who can die for you...but..the difference between him and you is that he...my jake...know how to protect your special person,how to respect his woman,how to maintain friendship,how to wait for the person you love,just...look at him...just look at his eyes...didnt you see how he react when i finally give myself to him?everyone saw...everyone believed...everyone gave their love to us...while you...shame on you christopher...shame on you...i.just...(sigh)i just wish i hadnt met you before...i wish i didnt felt that much pain...i wish...i...

Jake understood that lily was not okay,he knew she was breaking from inside,he knew how chris is a sensitive topic for her.He kept caressing her back but this time lily was furious,she wanted to pour her all pain,all anger before chris.

"you...just go...go far away from me,from us...from our life...i dont want your black presence in my life,dont you show your face in front of me again...go to your world...you...you know what...you disgust me...you just disgust me christopher wilson...dont make me take hard decisions because of you which can hurt liliana.So...please...go...just go...from here...jake please tell him to leave me..his presence is suffocating me.

When lily pouring her all anger on him,his legs just couldnt have the energy to stand up anymore.So he fell down,he felt like all his energy left him.3 of them became so engrossed with their emotions they didnt felt those people surround them were watching them with confused and curious eyes.For some of them it was like new gossip,for some of the people it was like two hot people was killing each other for some random woman.Those people who are very close to lily and jake and who also knew chris very well,specially valerie her eyes were already in tears after seeing those three suffering people.When chris told her that lily didnt forget him,forget her chris.She dont know about others but she knew,she knew her friend,she now believes that how chris was right,he was right...that she still loves him and so does he...

Alex pov//

I was discussing about a new film with a producer.He wanted to talk with chris too but i dont know where did he go?when i told him at morning that a famous producer was coming to meet him just to discuss about his new upcoming project and he wants chris to play the lead role .It's really a big opportunity,if he could nail it then oscar will definitely be at his home.

The producer that i am talking about ,there is no film that didnt became one of the best film in the year.He makes 1 film a year and this time he wants chris in his movie.When i got the news i was literally shocked and chris deserved it.He fought with everything to reach this position,even fought with himself.Now when finally this opportunity came to him we will not let it go.I will help him,i will let him hightest peak of success.

When i asked him will he accompany me,he just shrugged.I was confused with his tone,he seems happy,kind of over the moon.But i dont think it was from the news that i have given him.It was definitely something else.I even asked him if he wants to tell me something or not but he was like "dude,dont worry about me...i am happy and i will be happy from now on...everything is going to be sort out...everything will be fine from now on...my heart is going to have its peace.Alex,i am going to be happy,dont disturb me now...i am confuse what to wear at the party"

"huh?party?which party...chris usually you dont like to go in any kind of party but you seems happy...whose party is this?" i am just hoping its not lily's because he seems this much happy only when its about lily and nowadays him around lily it only bring him tears and get him heartbroken.I wanted to tell him to stay away from lily but i couldnt because i dont want his smile to go.So i didnt said anything "well,i can not say anything to you...but i know its gonna be fun" "ok ,then tell henry to drive you and when you will reach dont forget to inform me.Wait,i will tell him personally" "alex...you dont have to say him anything because i am.not taking him with me" "what...chris dont behave like a brat...you need your bodyguard...i mean celebrity like you needs his bodyguard,otherwise you yourself cant give any gurantee your fans,from where and how will and they can attack you ,you know better than me.So dont you..." "chill..man,nothing will happen to me..and its a private party so there will be enough security so chill.You handle over there" "ok...but if anything happen you will defintely call me,okay?and try to come for half an hour,you know that how much important this project is" "i will try man,dont worry.Okay i have to get ready...so bye"

Since then i didnt get to talk with him and got busy with the producer and his crew.

We were having our meeting at a hotel ,suddenly some notification popped up in my phone.At first i didnt prefer to look at it,but the sound of my notification was increasing minute by minute.Even the crew accompanied him starts whispering and it make me suspecious.

His assistant suddenlu come beside him and whispered something in his ear. "well alex,do you want to share something with me?something related to christopher?" it really made me confused,what does that mean? "sorry nickolas,i didnt get it.I mean we all know what kind of personality he has,never got into any legal problem or you know those type of problems which can effect his carrer.He always have clean reputation" "are you really sure alex becaue after seeing this i cannot be sure on your statement about him" i frowned by his words but when i saw some footage my eyes got widen.After seeing him like that i didnt waste anymore time and left the place.To hell with them bceause right now he needs me very much,he needs his friend.

While i was driving i kept calling him "chris...damn it ...pick up the phone" so i called henry "henry...ya..you saw that news and you didnt even think to call me?no...i dont want to hear any of your excuse...just forget it...meet me at saint club...go now...i am on my way...i want you there before me...go..and protect him damn it" with that i cut the call and  punched hard on the steering wheel." i knew it,i was right all along that chris should have stay away from lily.But what he even did which make her slap him like that!"

When i reached at saint club i saw press were already there "shit" i saw henry was taking help from the club boxers and he make me some way to reach chris.When i entered the club i saw everyone was shamelessly clicking pictures and chris...my friend was sitting on the ground,he was staring blankly ,dont know where.It broke my heart to see him like this.And lily was nowhere to be found and neither was her boyfriend.I was staring at my friend,my heart was breaking by looking at him like this.He was so happy at the morning and now what happened to him.

I went towards him and touched his shoulder.I tried to make him stand and go with me but he didnt even care to stood up.It felt like he lost his energy,he dont even care what was happening around him.But as a friend i will not let him lie there like this.So i made him to stand up,i took his on my shoulder so that he can stand up.He seems broken.With all my energy and lastly with the help of henry i put him on my car.I put the seatbelt on him,then henry get on the car,then i start to drive.

In the whole way to his home,his real home ,he didnt even make any sound.He just stared at the outside.When i stopped the car he then seems to realize something and get off from the car.He went towards his home and before we could catch him he locked the main door.

"chris,chris open the door.Man what happened,what did you do?chris talk to me man.You know you can share with me,dont just stay mum.Chris open the damn door.Jesus christ..." i dont know but chris needs to talk with me...i dont like him to be alone...whenever he lived alone it led him something bad and i dont want him to go that phase again...damn i dont have the key.Usually i carry ssecond key of his car,his home and his this mansion.But i dont have it right now.

Though i have the key but i never entered into his mansion .He never let me enter.Ya i dont know why he even bought it.I dont know but i really felt that he is hiding something...but thats not the main issue.I have to open this door. "Henry you just stay here and if you heard any suspecious noise,then try to break the door without thinking twice.I am going to my home to fetch the key.Just stay here man,i dont for how long i can keep my patience...because this man is making me nuts...ugggggh" "yes boss,dont worry i will be here"

chris pov//

I locked the door so that no one can disturb me anymore.I wish i could lock the door of my life so that nothing can bother me anymore.No pain,no sorrow,no happiness,no rage,no emotion.I wish i could block all of them.I wish i could go to my past,where there was only me and my flower.No dream,no ambition,no pain,no secret,no contract,no father of mine was there to ruin our happiness.Where me and her used to live our happiest moment,where i would tease her and she would loved to tease by me.Where we used to dance on our favourite kpop songs,without any fear,without caring anything.Where she used to share all of her pain,on my chest,where i used to coo her and kissed her forhead.

I play the song which became my favourite when she left me.Which suits my life very well.The walls of this mansion is full of her and mine old pictures.Plus her single pictures.This so called mansion is full of the pictures of her laugh,her playful expression,her candid angry picture.No one ever put their feet in this house because apart from me only my flower can enter here.I bought this so that if i get any kind of second chance to get back with her ,i will start our new life in this house.Just a single couch, some alchohol in the bar and some of her potrait.I thought that when she would come here,then she would have turn this empty mansion into home.Our home.

"Hahahhhhhhahahahahhahaahah...how fool chris...you are so damn fool...you think you would just beg her and she will run to you...hahahahhahaha...what a joke...i am a joke after all..." i took the alchohol bottle and pour it in a glass.I look at the scotch,i stared at it without blinking twice...its been years i have touched alchohol...i hold myself for her...for my baby...but...i think..it.doesnt matter anymore...i dont matter anymore...with that i gulped it in one sip...and it hit me hard...then second one,then third,then fourth...then i felt everything around me was getting blurred...suddenly...suddenly i felt someone's hand on my shoulder...

chris...don't do this...don't hurt yourself anymore...don't hurt yourself because of someone who doesnt deserve your pain...dont drink anymore..what will lily say?dont you think when she will come back to you and see you like this she will be broken...she don't her chris to cry...

i chuckle..."no you are wrong...so wrong sophie...you were wrong 5 years ago and you are also wrong now..she may be my flower and always will be my flower,until my last breath...but you know what...i am not her chris anymore...and she dont give a damn care if i die or not...so you say...should i die...should i die for her...she will be happy..right...right sophie?if that make her happy then i should grant her wish ,right..."