Lily POV//

He was just staring at me like a creepy person as if he is in deep thought. The way he was looking at me I mean there was some sort of anger, with some confusion, with some concern. And he is doing this since he came into my room or can say barge into my room and frankly speaking I was getting irritated.

"Chris do you want to say something or not because it is creeping me out" He still didn't say anything, I mean what happened to him, I thought he would be angry at me for lying to him, throwing fits at me but it was none.

" Chris if you came here to sit like that then sit here for the rest of night, I am going to another room" I was exhausted from all the so-called love that my family had shown to me and I have no energy to deal with anyone or anything, not even with him.

I was about to go suddenly he caught my hand from behind which made me fall on his chest. I thought he was going to tease me or something, but he just held me more tightly in his chest. Now I was getting worried, he only does this when I feel sad or I need him to give me comfort. But I was indeed sad but it was something else and I can feel it if something wrong with him.

"Chris are you ok? Does anything happened?" "No, just let me hold you for a moment" whoa he is never this much serious, it was not him. "Chris let me see you, what happened?" But he didn't let me leave him, just whispered one thing "let's celebrate" then he freed his arms from me "huh?" "I said let's celebrate our graduation, just you and me."

"But what about your party, did you left them to come here?" "Oh my little flower, do you think I will let you sleep peacefully in your in our graduation night. And let me tell you, we have the whole night, and we will celebrate it for the whole damn night, just you and me. So will you come or not and let me tell you either you will say yes or I will carry on my shoulder" "huh, Chris you may have that broad shoulder and all those muscles but don't exaggerate that you can carry and not in your arms but on your shoulder. Don't cry before me if you break your shoulder at this age."

He then smirked which was creepy even though it was coming from his damn handsome face. He slowly begins to come towards me and I don't know how he did it but after some moment I realize I was on his shoulder. I was shocked as hell, I was trying to wriggle myself free out of his grip, but he was tightening his grip on me more.

" Little flower you shouldn't have underestimated my capability, now know what we should do? Should I spin you around?" oh my goodness I don't like to be spinning around, it makes me dizzy and I started to feel I was gonna puke at any moment.

"Don't you dare Chris, you know I don't like it, let me down Chris" "uh uh why should I? It's your punishment for lying to me. What do you think I forget your little trick? it's time for your punishment"

I was ready for his punishment, and he did spin me but just for once then he stopped. He put me down and hold me "little flower you are so cute, I know how you feel and I was just scaring you and it is just an ultimatum to show you if you ever think that I will let you free from me then you are wrong. No matter wherever we are, no matter what happens to us, no one even ourselves can free from us, we will and always be friends, forever."

I was hurt when he uttered those words "friends". Why can't he say lover instead of friends? But I knew it can never happen and I don't know for how long I have to bear this pain, for how long I will have this one-sided love?

For the past 2 and a half hours, we enjoyed my karaoke room which we ordered 1 year ago. We love POP and seeing the Koreans singing their favorite POP songs and screaming their heart out, we found it very fascinating, so he ordered it immediately, I don't know from where he bought it and place it in my home. His dad find it very childish and irritating, so he decided to put it in here. Chris is a very good singer on the other hand where I was a good dancer. So after screaming our hearts out by singing and dance like a maniac also after having some midnight snacks we were now exhausted. So we decided to spend some time in my yard which always looks more beautiful at night.

Chris POV//

We were lying on the grass, she was busy staring at the stars. She was looking so hopeful, my heart clenched about the thought of leaving her, but I have no choice. I gather my courage and decided to tell her." flower" "hmm" " I..." I don't know what to say, I am scared about how will she react, it was killing me to say that I was going to leave her "I...got accepted in a college." She stood up from the grass and immediately hugged me "oh my god Chris, Congratulations, I am so happy for you. But when did you apply to college? And in which college, you should have told me then I also would have applied in the same college, duffer. Anyway, now tell me which college and how far is this from our house?"

My hands are shaking, I have to tell her now "I mean, ... it's far from our house" "Uhm, okay..but how far?" "It's far far away from our house, I mean far"

She still didn't understand what I was implying and raised her brows. Then I just said it

"Ihaveappliedforacollegewhichisinlondon" I said it in one breath.

"Whoa, whoa whoa, wait a minute, can you kindly repeat your sentence, Mr. Christopher Wilson?" I gulped because she only pronounces my full name when she is pissed off

" Flower, I am sorry but I got accepted by a prestigious college in London. Dad wanted me to pursue business and that college is very good for that field. But the fact is I don't want to pursue my career in business, not for now. I want to do something else. Something that will make me happy. And I am thinking that I should try to be a model and some days ago a famous company's director, whom I met at dad's party once, he offered me to join his company as a model. At first, I didn't say yes but now I think I should say yes to them and in this way, I can also know if I want to pursue my career in the limelight or not. For dad, I will study business indeed but on the other hand, I will also make my name into the modeling business. If I succeed then I will talk to dad that I don't want to be business otherwise I will not."

For all the time she was sitting beside me like invisible, she didn't move, she didn't give me any reaction, just staring at me if I did anything wrong or unbelievable something, which I did indeed. I should have told her about all of these now that I have told her what will she do now?

Lily POV//

I was stunned, shocked, devastated by his sudden confession. Not only he did applied for college in another country, but also thought of many things about his future what he wants to do and what not. I mean I am happy that he got accepted in that prestigious college, but he should have at least told me so that I could prepare myself for that.

And what is terrifying, that we have never been apart for a single day in these long 14 years and now he is telling me that he is going to another country and wants to do something in limelight. I mean Chris I know never wanted to be in that limelight he used to hate it, but now what happened? What happened to that my old Chris, who used to share his every little detail with his little flower, where is he? Am I missing something, did he started to change?

I was so shocked and hurt that my words got stuck in my throat...I knew I had to ask him about something how long do you know about your acceptance?" "Uhm when I was coming to your house that time someone called from there and I got that news. Believe my flower I never thought that I would get accepted, so I didn't tell you about it. You know na I never hide anything from you, please don't be mad. I just applied for it because dad was kind of forcing me that I should walk in his path but when I got the news I was not feeling well at all. I got scared, that I may have to leave you."

Now I understand the reasons for his actions earlier. Here I was planning to tell my feelings to him while he is planning to leave me. Wow, just wow. Valerie is wrong. "wh...when do you have to go there?" "Flower please at least look at me..." I couldn't because if I do I will cry at any time.

"Ju...just tell me when ?" "Day after tomorrow."

Wow just great, suddenly I wanted to be alone, to be myself, to understand what I have just heard, to away from him, if I stay here my heart will never let him go, my arms will find its way hold him tight' my mouth will find its way to tell him not to go, not to leave me, my eyes will show its pleading request not to go from me. I can't afford to see him even for one day. But he has made his own decision.

Chris POV//

"Chris...will...will you please go from here please? I am exhausted today."

Shit, she is really upset, I should have told her. I should have when I told her that I will make her happy. Because of me she is not even looking into my eyes." please flower, I am sorry, I know I hurt you. But please don't turn from me please flower I am sorry" she just sighed "Chris I am begging you please go from here, I need some time to think. That's why you have to leave. I have no energy to handle anything today. I have had enough. I will talk to you tomorrow" "please at least please look at me...please flow."

She didn't let me finish "enough Chris, I have told you to go that means you have to go, just go...go...wherever you want to. I am happy for you and always be. Just that you could have shared your this happiness with me but...nothing I want to sleep for now...you can go, I have no energy left to argue with you."

With that, she turned around and I saw she was leaving, she was going far away from me and here I was standing there like a statue. Not to know what to do next.