Present...

It was already midnight and many hours have already passed since that happened in the club but still that scene ,his pained face is not letting her sleep at all. She still didn't forget his plead,his request,his tears,his stunned face,his frozen face .Her heart was blaming her why the hell did she let that happen,why the hell she let her Chris slip away from her .

But her mind was with her decision because Chris chapter has already been closed when she let 
Jacob to take her virginity. But it was also not the case...he didn't do anything by which she should think to go away from him. In fact he did everything,show her every way by which she could believe that no one can treat her best,feel her special,give her care, attention,love,sincerety, respect like him. He is a dream of every girl,he is the perfect example of prince charming. And now he is not any man,he became her fiancee, they are going to tied in a legal relationship for life. The way she thought it should be.

Then why?why she is still feeling like that, what's bothering her?he didn't accept her,he didn't gave her any chance,he chose her sister,they even had a sweet baby.He got everything he wanted,he got fame,name,life with the person whom he wanted,had a family with her. Just because of sophie is no more,he cannot just come before her and claim her as if nothing has happened.No ,she will never let that happened.

But why heart is telling her that something is off,don't push him. Why it is telling her at least listen to him once,why this bloody Heart is so weak,why it's not just move on with the right person?why it still beating hard around him?why heart is crying just for his one touch,just because he cried. But what about her? didn't she cried hard, didn't she missed him a lot back then, didn't she craved for her best friend,her safe heaven,her love hard enough!so why she couldn't sleeping,why she is feeling restless,why she wants to see his face once...but he wasn't there to soothe her pain,he was not there to there for her..to embrace her in his arms..she didn't wanted admit but she missed him,she waited for him...but he was not there,he didn't came for her...so why..why should she get hurt for him..why?

"Damn you ...damn you Christopher..oh gosh..why do you always become the reason of my pain..."she felt something wet on her face..then she realize she was crying..she was crying him "shit..." She was trying to stop her tears by wiping it but it didn't stop but continued to fell from her eyes. Her own eyes was betraying her,her own body was betraying her so to whom should she blame..she was thanking God that Jake was downstairs to attend some call..he thought she was sleeping as she was pretending to ,so without disturbing her he decided to attend that call downstairs. She thought she should fix herself before he come back,she don't want to see her state that she is not happy or something. She will not disappoint him,she will not let him to ruin her anymore. She can't just give her Heart one more chance,she don't know about loving Jake but she know one thing that she will not betray him,she will never leave him for anyone's sake ..she don't care how much her heart cries because she has already gave up on her heart.

Jake pov...

I pretend to attend call and came downstairs but the thing I knew she was awake and was hurting because of what happened at that club
. I know she didn't wants to cry in front of me or let me feel that she still care for him, that's why she is pretending to sleep.

I know she proposed me,she wants to give her life one more chance by accepting me and so much thankful to her for that. But I also know that Chris is her past and he hold an important part in her life which even I can never fulfil. Because before falling in love he was her best and first friend of her life. They shared so much memorable moments which they can never remove from their life. And I can't take that place in her life.

But it was not my fault that he let her slip away from his life and chose another,which turns out her own sister. She felt betrayed...I know that is one of the reason that she don't believe anyone so easily. I can't do anything what happened in her past but I can change her future,I can protect her from her from those ungrateful person and now I get that opportunity,I became her fiancee and now her future,her forever will be me . I am not a fool like Christopher and I will not let anyone to hurt her anymore. So I decided to do everything by which he can come anywhere near her. So I called my assistant to increase the security..and keep an eye on that man and anyone related to him. I think I have to talk with some people so that if he do anything stupid ,at that moment I would be ready to give him some lesson. I will not let him to meet my love anymore,because this time she is mine , only my lily.

At Chris mansion..

Third person pov...

After spending so much time on searching Adam finally find that extra key and ran off to Chris mansion. When he reached there he saw his bodyguard was standing ,also he was trying to open the main door but it seemed he failed to do so. When he saw Adam he felt peace..

Adam finally opened the door and entered into that mansion with the bodyguard he was stunned ,shocked..he never thought this mansion would turn out like this..."holy shit" even that bodyguard was shocked by seeing the limit of Chris madness. Actually no,there was no limit of his madness or can say his love.

When Chris heard someone else's voice in this empty mansion at first he got shocked but then he didn't cared because it was Alex,as always.

"Chris..just stop it..why did you touched that shit again...you promised us that you will never touch alcohol,you promised us ,then why?"

"Why should I keep that promise, I stopped for her sake and now I begin drinking for her sake,again . Isn't it
funny!" He stared at Chris..it's been long 4.5 years since he promise them that he will stop for her sake,he hoped that he will find her or she will forgive him on day...he didn't gave up because at least there was hope but now ...now he is giving up..giving up on her..giving up on his life...

Alex felt that he is seeing that same Chris again..that helpless, hopeless,broken, devastated,alone Chris..who needed love,his lily's love..he still didn't forget how did Chris get rid of his addiction..he couldn't sleep for nights ...it was hard not only for Chris but for also Alex,Sophie and Ken. He don't his friend to go through that path again because he knew that if Chris cross that path again he will lose his friend for sure and this time he will not able to save him. That's why he promised himself, promised himself that he will bring lily to Chris..she have to listen to him...she have to gave him another chance ,he cannot see his friend die before his eyes...she should know the truth...he will do anything so that every misunderstanding get clear..so that ...so that Chris get his flower..because no matter what happened everyone who know them... believe that lily only belongs to Chris...she is only his flower...