The what...what bullshit they are talking about?what drugs?they all were staring at me with disappointment,hatred,some were smirking,some were totally shocked like me. "no no no...please mam you are mistaken...sir you know me very well sir i can never touch these ...sir its not mine...sir i swear...i swear...i have never ever touch any kind of alcohol (except that fateful night) sir...you know i have good grades...i never broke any kind of rules since when i join this college.." i was trying to convince them ,i start pleading them...

"i understand Chris...but if you are not the one who took them then who...is it your roommate?where is he?" "no sir,he is a brilliant student sir..he can never did this kind of thing...sir what are you talking about?" "then Mr. Christopher did this things fly from outside to your room by itself? and also we have evidence that you are buying drugs from someone" when i saw those i ...don't know..it felt like someone just snatch the ground from me " its impossible,sir,mam...i know it seems like i was buying something but no ,he was asking for food...he looked homeless to me...so at first ignored him then he kept calling me so i felt pity towards him so i gave him some money to have some food...that's it...its the only truth...sir please believe me..i not only study here but also do modeling you all know that..its really hard to maintain all of these but i never had took the help of such things...no sir..."

already other teachers have already been gathered because of drug news.I saw one teacher who.never liked me because my father is rich and i work as a model.He thinks that i reaches here through my dad which was not true...i studied hard to reach here..but he always bully me whenever he wants.I saw him speak " Do you remember sir i always used to tell you , how this media,modeling,so called fame ruining our youth?now we have to see it in front of our eyes...our own student is taking drugs and also illegal..can you imagine?right now this one student did this,then another will do it...then in this way our students and the reputation we always held will ruin in a wink.So to make sure it doesn't happen again we should take a legal action"

"what? no no no...this dorm,this college is my home now...i have nowhere to go...please sir..believe me...i didn't do it" "well i am sorry to say we have also a witness who saw you to take drug secretly while everyone was sleeping " now what...why all this happening to me?

i was waiting with everyone for that person who told the authority that i have taken drug...who was telling lie and why? then i saw a boy...ooh he...is...but "nick told us the same thing that you have told us in our office,what have you seen 3 days ago" "well mam as we all know our exams are near so i was studying in the library till midnight...So i was going to my room i saw someone's shadow.When i looked close i realized this room which was close to mine was slightly ajar and the light was on.So i got curious that who might be waking up till this time.I thought it might be Alex because sometimes he study till late night.So i thought why not ask him for some suggestion and i was also having some problem with my certain subject,so it was better to ask his help before exam.So when i went near their room i saw Chris was sniffing something.I was little bit surprised because Chris is never that type of guy who study till.late night.But when i saw white powder and some paper which was rolled thinly,just like straw and he was breathing hard,i was shocked.Then i realize it was drug.But before he could.find out someone was seeing him i...ran to my room and locked it."

"why didn't you inform us before...you know that hiding this type of thing will also can make you the guilty...why did you hide it?" "well mam frankly speaking we all know that how he belong to a powerful family and his dad is also has become the trustee of this college ,plus he has his fans and we all know how popular he have became.So if i give complaint about him then who will listen to me.I am just a scholarship student...if he even got caught by the authorities then he would have used his connection and got freed,but what about me?i would have lost my scholarship and had to go back to my village.Mam i have dreams,my family have expectation from me,so how can i be the guilty one?"

"then why now?you could have let the matter go,so why now?" "because the guilt was killing me...he was behaving like nothing has happened and no one can know the truth ...when i was working hard to.collect money ...to have a better life,on the other hand he was living his life,buying drugs with money,partying...don't know with how many people he was sharing those drugs which was ruining other's life...so i finally decided to confess it"

i was shocked...i...when...i never did such a thing...why..why..was he lying?what is going on? "now Chris you can see we have solid evidence and witness so how can you say that you are innocent.Now you tell me what should i do with you..." "what's there to think ?he has broke the rules and he should be punished according to college rules." "please sir believe me,i didn't do it...nick why are you telling this bullshit?you know very well even all students know that though i work in media but never broke any rule...never bully any people...always stay like any other student..." "i think we should call your father,as a trustee he also have some responsibility...i know he will not do any injustice to other students just to save his own son"

Then mam called my so called father " Hello Mr. Wilson ,i am your son Chris teacher , i am sorry for calling you this time but what your did i had to call you for that" then she told him everything one by one and me? i was still in shock,everyone was whispering,that teacher was smirking at me and while i was looking at nick he wasn't looking at me at all. As if he was avoiding me,i don't know why?why he was doing this. I saw miss was done talking with my father " are you sure ?i mean i know he did wrong,but what are you referring it'll be harsh for him ,i know but...okay as you after this no will dare to do this type of mistake. okay sir...good night"  she hung up the phone and whisper something in Mr. Davis's ear. " i am sorry but we can't allow this kind of  things in our college , so we i mean board decided to hand you over to police" w.h.at..." mam, what are you saying ,mam i swear i didnt do anything...please mam i didnt do it,..it will ruin my life...mam  please don't do this..." i was on my knees right now...i was pleading,begging in front of everyone,i was tired,i was in shock, i was pleading before them for the things i never did. Everyone was watching the show,i don't know why and who was doing to  me. But i knew i have to save myself...i can't ruin my life anymore. I lost my flower,my  sweet days, my freedom and all i have my friend and my study and it was snatching from me ...i have to stop it before it gets out of my hand...

But i think  fate  was never with me at all...while i was begging mam was somehow convinced by my pleading  because it was not lie at all...i was scared...but at that time that  sir suddenly started to talk " look now he has started to plead...i must say,what an acting! he should be in movie. He should rot in jail then he will understand life is not all about  clubbing and wasting money and taking drugs. Because of like him people like nick miss their chances to shine ...who come here by scholarship after doing so much hard work and i must say i salute Mr wilson that he react as a good trustee not  behave as a father of the child who did wrong ." i saw nick was nodding .Suddenly i thought  i should talk to nick,ask him why he was doing this . So i went near him " nick,why are you doing this man..did someone force you to do that?are you in some trouble!did anyone offer you money to do this? you are not like this Nick.. Why are you telling everyone lie?are you having any problem?you could have asked me...why did you" he didn't let me finish ..just decided to bark at me " i didn't knew you would be that much spineless...you are talking about money?ya you rich people always think that you can buy anyone with money and all huh?people like you can never change...shame on you...you really don't deserve to be in this  college...whatever decision they are taking they are absolutely doing right...all this time i was thinking i might be wrong but no...you" i couldn't take it anymore and punched him hard on his nose...he was now lying on the floor then i hovered over him and kept punching him " you bastard...why are you ruining my life?huh...i know you are with someone...i will kill you..." 

Then someone knocked me out by hitting my head then i don't know what happened...i just  heard Alex voice telling me not to close my eyes...

6 months later...

Third person pov:

Everyone was busy dancing,grinding against each other...some were busy taking free alcohol,some were taking drugs,some were making out stairs...some were in some room...it was like so called heaven for the young stars...everyone was there for the to enjoy the biggest party of the month,after all it was Christopher Wilson's party. His one of success party,he has now become one of the highest paid young model in the industry. People who were enjoying some of them never even met him personally but when there's a chris party no one can miss that party because it's the place where many rich celebrity , rookies, girls,booze,drugs were unlimited.

But people who attends the party never see him in any of his party. Yes his fiancee and one of the famous model Sophie is always there instead of him to receive or greet people and Chris were never there to join them. When everyone was busy to enjoy his party ,he was busy to ease his own pain,all alone by taking alcohol and drugs. He became drug addict within 6 months after that incident happened. He became distant,he became a silent puppet of his father,he let him do whatever his father wanted him to do and from that incident he just silently did whatever he was told to do. He just work all day and night,attend party with  Sophie, then told his father or can say give his father his all day activity account then he comes home or can say apartment to drink and take some pills and try to sleep ...yes try...

But today...today was special...he was smiling while taking vodka...tonight he was celebrating her birthday...yes his flower's birthday...every year since he met her they celebrated it together but now this year he was alone and her..don't know where was she? but that doesn't mean he will not celebrate it and today's party was for her...for him people who were downstairs..busy fucking each other...he was busy on his own party...celebrating her birthday with her memories...

" will you not let me allow to celebrate with you?" he just stopped whatever he was doing ,her voice was like a poison to him..." and who the hell are you to come in this room without my permission?" his words hit her like a thunder but she knew she worth it...she was also the reason for his condition...if she didn't agreed to sign that contract then nothing would have happened...she might be celebrating lily"s birthday with her family..with her dad...Chris would be smiling and teasing lily but also saying sweet words to lily and she would have act to vomit by seeing their sweet cheesy deeds. But nothing can be fixed...everything has become dark,hell for every one of them.  And she was no where in place to fix anyone of them...she was late ...too late.

"Chris...i know what i did was wrong...i shouldn't have get agreed to your father's contract...but i was naive Chris...for me it was some moments where i could get some fame..it was my  dream to meet famous people..to reach high ..to become one of the most famous model..." he suddenly started to laugh " do you need more fame than this..in which do you want to go...with whom you want to meet more...wait do you want to fuck anyone ...which one...don't worry i will set you up...wait or you can fuck my father because only you can give you that bloody fame you are asking for..." she couldn't take it anymore and slapped him hard which made him stumble a little.

" how dare you...how dare you to think of me like that...how many times Chris ,how many times i have told you sorry ...i was wrong...i was so wrong...i never thought my hunger for so called fame will led us here...in this hell...only you are not hurting...only you are not in pain...i am also feeling suffocating...there is no one with me...not only you but i also have became your dad's puppet..." he smashed the glass on the wall which was in his hand " then go...bloody go from here...far away from me...i don't want to see you anywhere near me...just get out from my sight and never come back "

"b...u..t i ...cant...i just can't " she starts crying which made him chuckle " i knew it...bloody shit...just like that man...greedy ..all of you are fucking greedy for money,fame...status...reputation...and now when you have them you want more and...just stop...stop all these shedding fake crocodile tears" "no...i am not faking it...but tell me where will i go...i have nowhere to go...if i betray your father then he will sue me and case file against me...then what will happen to me...who will be there to save me...my own father threw me out from his life and now don't want to see my face anymore...and i have no one except you...no friends,no family...now tell me where i will go then...i am trapped...i just got trapped by your father and i can't take it anymore..please i am sorry..." she start sobbing but he just stare at her blankly...he didn't felt anything...nothing...just his own heart pain...which was aching for his flower and day by day that pain was increasing and he didn't knew what to do anymore so he did what he thought he should do to ease his pain. 

He spread the powder and took  a note which was rolled thinly and he took the powder...all of them...in one take...but he didn't realize the quantity and he didn't knew what happened ,he just blanked out...when he fell down all of the bottles fell down with him which caught Sophie"s attention..."Chris...Chris what happened...Chris...Chris wake up...oh my god...god...no no ...please someone help me...please someone help me ...please don't give up on me...someone please help me..."

3 days later...

Chris was lying in one of the hospital bed. Its been 3 days and there is no response from him...Sophie was crying ,couldn't slept in these 3 days...and there was another person who was praying god for him,to save his friend,to give him one chance to be with his friend...this time he will not let him go " ugggh...some..one please off the lights...it's hurting man..." that caught their attention and they ran towards him " oh my  god you wake up...oh my god Chris how could you do this..." "Alex...how?" " oh my god thank goodness..you are safe...oh god ,thank god you are fine" "wha..t" suddenly someone else came into the room ...when he saw the person he got shocked because he never he will see him in such condition...

"well well ...sleeping beauty finally decided to wake up from his beauty sleep" Chris realized the way he mocked ...he knew he deserved it 

"ken"